aperfectTool

Recommended Reading:
The divine matrix, The Law of One material, Tibetan book of living and dying, The tao of physics, The four agreements, Benefits of marijana, and the truth shall set you free, the intention experiment...and many others.

Spiritual Path:
healer?

Interests:
MAINLY!to validate my personal spiritual convictions under the guise of science,government and mainstream religions with the parallel opportunity to evolve and unveil due to prior domestication and incarnate agreements ;). Meditation, MUSIC, I love reading anything having to do with the mind, preferably aiding in helping me recognize my own mental patterns. However; there is a main intent behind my reading. Seeking healing...or really how to help heal my brother. I'm always seeking new like-minded friends as well.

Creating:
i want to be uniquely me. Stress-free and happy living in a world of endless possibilities.

Awakening:
Aug 8, 2004 right after i graduated high school my little brother got in a serious car accident. He was 10, and left a quadriplegic and dependent on a ventilator to breathe. This change was unlike anything my brother nor I were prepared for. after 2 years of the only depression I have ever known in my life I got fed up one day. Fed up of the person I had become, the world and what was becoming of it, and what had become of my brother. I had so many questions that pounded my head to no end keeping me awake at night. What could I ever do for my brother now? Other than keeping him alive sure, but how could I make him happy? During that time in my life I pretty much just smoked lots of weed(mindlessly,with no intent)and watched tv. I was depressed. I could never get motivated to do anything. one year ago in june after deciding i was finished with depression. I picked up a book...