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"If you are in worry or fear, for what the future may hold then you need to understand that the secret of health for both mind and body, is not to mourn for the past, worry about the future or anticipate troubles, but to live in the present moment wisely and earnestly." -Buddha- Dear friends, I write this just as a means to share my personal thoughts and experiences on my journey as a lightworker. You are all so loving and kind to me and have provided me with so much great advice and friendship; words can not describe my appreciation for you. Thank you so much for being there!! Meeting you and having friendships here have been such a blessing to me. You don't have to agree or disagree with what I want to say next. I just want to reflect on some of my personal experiences and how paradoxical it seems to me, that since I am on this path of lightwork, the further I got away from the feeling of being in alignment and at peace. The deeper I went on my lightworkjourney and reading more and more spiritual stuff, the further away I stood from the feeling with I once began with, Bliss. All didn't make any sense to me anymore. In my journey I had too many transcendental experiences to absorb, had many (some bad) hallucinations, crisis’s of the mind, emotional meltdowns. I often felt very, very horrible. All this seemingly led me to a spiritual dead end. I figured that’s maybe how this game of polarity works. When one seeks the light, you get presented with the equal amount of dark (The idea of hot water can only exist, when there is the idea of cold water and vice versa, which isn’t to be considered good or bad, but just is). Polarity maybe also needed to provide free choice and will and or to integrate in your being. I realised that I needed to go to back to the basics. What started my journey as a lightworker; it is what I call my enlightenment experience. I noticed that it was a “contagious” state. I could "light up" up a room by just walking in, by just being there, people felt lighter and happier and that brought joy into everyday life, they didn't know why and how, but they knew their energy changed. I wanted as many people as possible to experience that state, even for a brief moment. I noticed however that that feeling was fleeting in intensity, not permanent. So, I started to investigate it and felt attracted to the term lightworker. But I have to be honest, lightwork never brought me one bit close to the feeling I once had, it rather seemed to remove me from it. I guess I was chasing a fleeting state, looking for it outside myself or in the next moment. I should have allowed aware consciousness to flow and work through me in the present moment, being accepting that it is fleeting instead of being frustrated and sad about that. I guess in the Now moment is where you step out of the game of polarity and separation and out of mind stream-ego where you can experience life fully and as it should be, totally in flow with the One Infinite. We are all here with good intentions. So please don't get me wrong with what I want to say next. I'm not trying to impose my view or being judgemental or try to offend anyone. I understand and respect all views, I'm a lightworker!! I just care about you and I want to share my lessons learned. Please don't get trapped in linear time, anticipation for the future moment, the next thing or wanting to become more,-you are already as you should be; perfect!- spiritual “eagerness” -all with good intention off course- at one time trapped me: the next book, channelling, meditation, transcendental experience, video, info, etc., what going to happen then and then? (future), why did this happen then and then? (past). Living this way kept me out of alignment. I learned that in the Now true intelligence, wisdom, intuition, creation and manifestation arise. We really don't need to know or learn anything more. Being out of alignment and chasing after illusions; whatever they may be, are never satisfying, leaving more questions, riddles and mysteries to solve, always wanting more answers, the next moment to come, the answers always seemed to be just around the corner. I found myself running feverishly like a caged hamster in a wheel. Being this way kept me hypnotised behind the pc for answers and off the streets where I think I needed to be. The site brought me some wonderful contacts and friendships though, and found support from wonderful people from all over the world, with whom I still feel connected with everyday. When our chakra’s are aligned, we can reach an enlightened state, which sets us free out of the “illusory matrix reality”. We than can’t be touched, we can even take other people with us. We then work from the inside out, collapsing matrix reality. Almost all lightworkers believe in the NWO, and how they run the world and own far advanced techniques. We obviously don’t fit in their agenda, but we can be manipulated, to fit in after all or sent us on a wild goose chase to be harmless to them, by means they control (like internet, projects like HAARP etc.). Because we lightworkers have a certain task, we carry a different vibe and have the potential to awaken very quickly and take others with us by just being, therefore we are a powerful threat to matrix reality. Off course our chakra’s could be a target then, -in the subtle world we are easily recognised because of our different vibe, but no worries our different vibe also protects us, so we can't be really harmed, but we can be manipulated-, for example our crown chakra for subliminal mind control. Maybe the 11:11’s the occult numeric symbol for skipping /challenging God. Keeping us out of alignment and enlightenment, is all a part of the luciferic/NWO/Masonic agenda, and our ego's (which is the emotion of fear) feeding and sustaining itself. After a few emotional meltdowns and crisis’s, I had to step out of the hamster wheel. I have learned that simply not knowing or wanting to know more, is pure Bliss and Knowing! And simply not wanting anything and accepting the moment as it is, is pure Bliss and Having life in it's fullest. Then from that space answers and abundance is provided. All the things you need, and things you didn't even think you needed comes in your life. (again how paradoxical). And I Now slowly feel at peace and anchor those glimpses of Bliss into everyday life by just being again. In the eye of the storm and navigated through life effortlessly. Any person who even had only one second of that moment knows exactly what I’m talking about. Another thing I noticed. Because especially WE lightworkers are so clear and powerful channels, mediums to other dimensions, caution is very much needed! We can be used and tricked to bring forth the energies we don't want on our beloved planet, without even realising it. I learned that the hard way!!! Please beware of (disguised) pantheism, which also diminishes the existence and importance of Jesus Christ. In my opinion Jesus is Not lord Sananda, from the galactic federation, just because it says so in an anonymous channel or flashy video on you tube (where did this come from?), (disguised and/or well meant) occult which can be channels for the solar logos (= amon ra, phraonic lineage, luciferic/NWO/Masonic agenda, the most shining one, lucifer) and his fallen angels (= demons). Hitler practiced occultism and served that god. Sometimes the truth is more unbelievable than fiction. If you do the research objectively and stay critical, only the truth will survive. The greatest trick the devil ever pulled was convincing the world he didn't exist, right? I believe in The One and Only Infinite Creator (the God of Abraham) and his Angels that are from a dimension beyond ours. And they will never communicate through the occult (vague channels, rituals, magi(c)k). But rather are shaded by our ego and are OMNIPRESENT in the present moment. If we are still and open our eyes, we can see all the wonders in All that is. Source's essence never leaves us but rather dwells in each and every one of us, ready to emerge, and shine and work through us, when we are ready to dissolve the ego and let go of linear time. There is a real difference here, with wanting to “become” some sort of god with the help of "gods". Apparently the ego is very clever (at least mine is); this game of polarity and mind/ego all has its purpose. I guess spiritual beings need these experiences in the human journey. But Gods Wisdom and LOVE transcends space and time and is infinitely more powerful and endless, and because we are made after His image, so are we. We are endlessly loved and guided. No matter how many hardships and challenges we have to endure on our journey, we are going to make it BIG TIME!! for it is written and encoded in us. Let’s keep all the wise teachings, but keep the focus on the Creator instead of the created!!! I believe we are gifted with choices and free will; -otherwise we would just be like puppets/marionettes on a string-, to create the perfect family on Earth to dawn the promise of Kingdom of Heaven here. Dear friends, can I ask you to please keep me in your prayers, as I will keep you all in mine. I wish you, -whatever your puzzle piece may be-, many blessings in our sacred journey in the awakening of humanity and the co-creation of the new earth. Well, that's it for Now. Please, feel free to contact me, if you have any comments, questions or want to share your insights. You can send me a message in my inbox, if you want to. And I'll do my best to reply to you as soon as I can. I LOVE you all very much! Hugs Nike View my page on The Indigo Social Network
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jabajeeveejaw  7 September 2009 - 2:33pm
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