I am SO excited to share this revelation I have had the last few days! I do not believe this is a channeled message from anyone other than my higherself, but I feel the need to share with you all something that I have been seeking answers for and received them all in the matter of days. Of course the journey is still there to expand upon my knowledge, but what I have to share may help some of you out at this point...I know it did for me and so in turn I give you this gift as well :)
I would love to share with you my story of my Twin Flame experience and 11:11 connection in hope that it will resonate deep within others and give you the sense of hope I have all of a sudden awakened to.
Yes, I am the 28 year old Wounded Healer (see previous blog) who hasn't experienced full reciprocal love yet from another human being in a constant form. Never been married, still single and WAS looking for love in all the wrong places. However, I am waking up to the fact that THIS was all part of the plan of the journey in the first place. You see, I must know what Love is NOT to know what Love IS. I met a man last year who awakened the Twin Flame energy in me by showing me my need for self love at this point in my development. As we are approaching 2012 this was exactly the moment of time in which it became CRUCIAL to love myself in order to progress forward into a happy love filled life or get left behind in the "victimhood" paradigm. He mirrored everything back to me for 6 months and I saw so clearly who I was and what I was not. It wasn't pure romantic love, it was passionate, it was strengthening, it was tough love and it was a higher truth love that was shown in glimpses of moments while being with him. He loved me in my most unlovable moments (when my mind said "you are unlovable", he smiled kindly and kissed me for my mistakes)and in turn showed me I am ALWAYS lovable and it is time to see this. This is part of the ascension of us moving away from dependency on external power toward internal power. Because internal power is the acknowledgment that GOD resides in us all equally. In loving my Twin Flame's energy and what he gives to others...I saw MYSELF and loved my energy and what I can and WILL give to others..haha!
Now while many of us are ready for this shift to INTERNAL power, we are experiencing outside manifestations of our self love from other human beings. I have talked to many who have known or sense a feeling there is someone in their life either from the past, now or in the future that carries this divine love for them and vice versa. This person they talk of is different from a soulmate in which you have many souls you meet who advance you along the path. You meet a soulmate, you learn a valuable lesson and you move on. You do not learn the ultimate lesson of self love. That is only experienced through the reflection of love from a Twin Flame. The Twin Flame is the polar opposite of you who chooses to leave your experience in order for you to reflect on all they have shown you and start to integrate whatever energy they carried to bring you closer to wholeness of spirit. Once you balance both your internal yin and yang energy which basically means living your goals and dreams while on earth. The Twin Flame is brought into your life on many different "seemingly" random occasions because they are in sync with you..for you are THEM and they are YOU. Synchronicity becomes the awakening to this energy you are destined to experience in human form in this lifetime. For me,I carry a YIN energy in its total definition. Which is great in some ways, but my unawareness of my yang side has caused an imbalance in my life in terms of going for my dreams with determination and assertiveness. I have been too passive, too flowing, too allowing as a nurturing receptive woman and therefore never planted the seeds of my creations and goals. This man I met was all Yang energy and went forward for his career and desire to change the perceptions of architecture..and on a grander scale raise human awareness of their potential with his buildings that evoke such new emotions. These are my dreams and goals as a teacher and a healer and I shared this with him making his eyes shine bright with passion and love. He in turn got me a beautiful journal to write all my PLANNING OUT for this for my Birthday..talk about my "male side" not being subtle....HAHAHAHA! YET, it is important to see it was me LOVING me at that moment for the amazing things I wish to create for others...as well as what he felt I loved him for. You love a person for the way they make you feel about YOURSELF and you do the same for them.
As I said synchronicity is the catalyst and the alarm clock to your awakening of this twin flame energy. It can happen any infinite ways in which you run into them physically, think of them mentally after you see something that reminds you of them, feel them energetically where your body literally becomes totally in sync with what they are doing. My twin flame and I have run into each other three times unplanned in the big city of 3 million people. It is getting to a point where he just smiles and says "See ya later" even though we are not together any longer. We also have been at the same places at the same time, but not with each other. I find out through our mutual friends that he goes to the same concerts as me and visited them a day before me...I can still sense his energy in their home. I know deep in my heart I carried aspects of me he saw that was lacking in him as well. It works both ways, you are a mirror to them as they are a mirror to you. For one thing, even though he was trying to make me not put "love and relationships first" he also too admitted his awareness of what that lack of it feels like deep down inside of him when he pushes away love...loneliness. Now that being said, I will tell you my connection to 11:11 and maybe you can put the TWO together..just like female and male energy within YOU ;)
A few years ago (before I met my twin flame), I started noticing 11:11 on the clocks. Everytime I would lose track of time, I would go to look at my clock and there it was..11:11. Sometimes it happened both in the morning and night. After awhile I started to find this odd and "googled" it on the web. I was overwhelmed with the glory of the universe as I saw MANY sites and online forums saying others are noticing it as well around the world. Not everyone you meet on the street, but too many to just chalk up to coincidences. After all, we are now learning there is no such thing as coincidences. Everything has a purpose to your journey of soul evolution. So I kept this amazing secret of 11:11 until I started talking to others about it. It filled me with a sense of awe at the beauty and infiniteNESS of the universe. I started to see all possibilities and realities are here for us to experience as long as we remain open to them. The one thing that still remained a mystery in my mind is what does seeing 11:11 mean? Some say it is angelic messages, some think it is a time to manifest, some think it is a time to make a wish, some see it as a doorway...well I think it is ALL OF THE ABOVE, BUT I think there is one overwhelming NEED for people to see this now...it is a calling.
I started to look at 11:11 not as man-made time, but as a symbol physically. I noticed it looks like equal poles on both sides. Each "11" mirroring the other. Now, what I know about this twin flame energy being experienced from many is it is male and female energy balancing within a single soul in order to attract one of the same balance. Doesn't 11:11 look like a mirror image then?? It seems to me that each "11" represents male/female mirroring another female/male energy. I have asked many who I have talked to about either their known twin flames or potential for future uniting and am THRILLED to see that each person ALSO has seen 11:11 messages!! I have so far asked 10 people and they all have these two things in common..do you?
Could 11:11 be the call for our balance of female and male energy?? Could the souls who are seeing this message be incarnated to experience a divine love in their last human physical form in this 3rd dimension?? Doesn't mean this is the last human experience, maybe just their last life in the SELF HATE paradox and seeking love outside of themselves. Now...just because someone does not see it now doesn't separate them from the knowledge that they too WILL one day experience this divine love for self manifested in physical form from another. All reaches this point, but all us souls of CREATION do not move together..we are diverse and the same all in one. Therefore there are people who will experience this and those that do not this time around. It simply means that this is not the lifetime their soul has chosen to experience this in yet. Maybe the next...only you personally can know. There are some souls who have already met their Twin Flame and are together with them right now and spiritually ONE within themselves to manifest all their dreams.
I would like to note that I believe that the female and male energy is not limited to "gender or sex". A twin flame couple can indeed be a male and a male or a female and a female...as long as the balance of BOTH female and male energies is within a person. As well as be a female physically but have the imbalance of yang energy which means you have neglected your willingness to let things flow and are ALWAYS seeking career, success and satisfaction. You could be a male physically who carried the yin energy imbalance as well, it does not matter with regards to physical bodies. LOVE and Consciousness does not know physical form, only energy...and it never judges..only experiences :) The goal of creation is to experience life through our human lives in the fullest way possible. Balanced energies mean you know how to be both receptive and aggressive in Love and Life.
But for those of you who are seeing 11:11, aching from meeting and missing or sensing your twin flame near please TAKE heart that the message of 11:11 is the calling of the twin flame energy to your experience. YOU ARE DESTINED TO HAVE THIS EXPERIENCE IN THIS LIFE TIME. Other numbers have other meanings, but this one in particular seems to be symbolizing balance and SELF LOVE. I do not believe in organized religion. The bible is a beautiful metaphor, they are right to say God wants to be worshiped and loved by all. In loving yourself, you are in essence loving GOD and this is the ultimate goal of creation. To love another is to know you are loved and ULTIMATELY ARE LOVE. It is a win win situation :D
Please watch this video for information on balancing of your yang and yin energies within, LOVE to you all: