Wow, this is like the 3rd or 4th time in this life LOL that ive blogged so please bear with me :}, yes as my daily battles rage on with me relearning bout billy green and about all the changes within , i am also dealing with my dystonia and trying to be a good son to my parents and a freind to my freinds,unfortunatley im not always doing all these as best as id like as in not hurting those i love through my words or my anger or melancholy filled attitude at times, and my freinds it seems sometimes my lifes such an overwhelming pit of unacountability and lost time ,.........Recently my heads a buzz with the worlds events , alas the Paradox for me is this I need to know whats up , but i dont want to give to much energy to these events,but i want to be as informed and ready for action as possible.
How much knowledge is enough ? or is this an ignorant query, I am so Pissed at my government for deciding that the human race was far to IGNORANT and beneith the TRUTH, although i do know its the Chess game of the Matrix i bitch about........and another thing is the total lack of give a shit about the fact that a very large MISSLE was launched and we dont know why or where it went or who launched it lol , this is absurd and once again the US military and Government deciding we are to ignorant for simply the truth , .....part of me knows at some point there will be many executions for the treacherous activities of many of the people ive been taught to respect because of their titles , and i also hope that any and all who helped hide these traitorous actions and events to further their own ambittions, when i think like this it is out of a sence of justice and honor. These Bastards have taken so much and intend to take more, and for denying me and the rest of the world all the advancements due us , and that were kept for militarization only , ..... and my vigo mind , it also seems whilst im bitching bout thesecrets they keep, in the Gulf of Mexico right now there is some kind of an entity/organism/plauge that has been unduly relesed n the world at first it appeared to only target petroleum and products made from petroleum, but this didnt explain why they were able to at will enter into metal objects like swimming through the water, that was about 4 months back , now seems that this thing or as its being called Cynthia....short for Synthsized i think, It affects anything made from carbon .................and there is a maritime warning right now ordering all ships to stay away at least 2 miles , they " bp " have blown it up have experimented and have even intentionally brought it to the suface , and even though it came from 5000 ft or almost 1 mile down it didnt explode as any other life form would have , one version of this entity i have witnessed from the footage of an ROV was a Translucent Blob thing morphing and changeing so that the digital camera was just Pixalating tryinbg to focus , more later love and peace all billy green