APRIL 25, 2011
7:48 AM

I know that it has been a long time since I have blogged here in lightworkers.org.

I guess what I am really asking about right now is some form of enlightenment.

Recently, I have been in a whirlwind of up and down emotions. One moment i'd be happy. The next moment I won't be. I cannot have that feeling of security honestly.

Business, I must admit, is doing very well. The fashion line is going great. However, I know that it could be better, but I guess, I don't know. My work, right now, sucks totally as they are screwing me over in my pay cheque each and every time. I want to quit so bad, but at the same time, I  cannot because I think that I can still use the money for more expansion of the fashion line.

During the Holy Week, I went through a series of angel meditations every day and night. I have decided to have some rest. Maybe I am just extremely tired and I really needed a break. I even took care of the kids already as we are shorthanded at home right now. I must admit that the Angels really comforted me about a lot of things and has sent me great inspirations.

I even have cured myself from waking up dreading about what will happen that day and everything.

However, everything has changed when I woke up today. I was supposed to go to work and then the whole fear came in again.

I really do not know what I am looking for.

Nothing seems to make me feel secure and happy...

I am constantly worried...

please help.