Yesterday was tough. Strong day for "ascension symptoms"? Achy joints, the feeling of nails being driven into the tips of my toes. Lethargy, fatigue. Dragging myself around. Pining for horizontal unconsciousnes. You know the drill.

Could be heavy mass coming in from the sun. OR just one day to make the others better. There has to be a nadir in order to have an apex.

I have been having a lot more visuals lately. Lots of flashes that make me turn around and wonder. Little visual swimmers in my peripherals, more often. I think we have a tendency to evaluate all this with our BRAINS in 3D rather than with hearts in a space of love.

Brass tacks: We as a species have been doing some irresponsible stewardship of our planet, agreed? WE intend to clean up our mess. WE repent and try a new way. RIGHT? Well...

Within the last few years we've had some whoppers of casualites--and I am talking about strictly man-made ones. The Gulf oil gusher (deepwater horizon) has fundamentally changed the gulf of mexico. The corexit is a still unknown quantity.

NUCLEAR (only one "u", George) power is a bust. That's been a biggie for me because I was a disciple of the same for a while. BUT it's just not worth it. For one thing, there is no way to build a plant without a heat sink. This means a lake, a river or an ocean. So we plop all this potential poison right on the banks of our lifesource--does that seem wise?

Then there are the political aspects, nuclear power is tantamount to magic to most people. Black magic to many. So feared is the waste that we ignore it. More good ole Amerikan cognative dissonance. Spent fuel never leaves the site, it just goes into a high-tech pit. WORSE, it's a "temporary" pit. Until we can all agree in whose backyard we'll put the amazing toxin. We've been discussing where for fifty years now.

AND really the damage is done isn't it? Fukishima is three Chernobyls, as I see it. AND those are just the tip of the iceberg. IN addition to the two weapons dropped on Japan by the US. Hundreds of weapons have been detonated all over the world in the name of testing. IN land, air, water.

"The solution to pollution is dillution." That is straight out of my Nuclear training. IF you have ten gallons of highly radioactive water, say ten times the legal limit, what to do? Well, if the limit is x curies per gallon, we can just add an additional thousand gallons and THEN it will be less then the limit. Dump it overboard, we met the standard. Hmmmmm...

Nope. That abomination that causes desolation is still "out there"--it only takes one mutation to Godzillafy a DNA.

THIS is a very powerful film. I got out of the navy in '86 so I never knew the inside story of Chernobyl. It's still there, the mess hasn't gone away. The sarcophagus they built has five years left on it. Ukraine doesn't have the money to build ANOTHER containment. OOPS, the world has more debt than it does money. Tap, tap, tap...problem...

"Forgive us our debts as we forgive our debtors." It's a blog.

How could it come to this?

Shine Bright.