About a year ago I moved into the apartment where I live now. I had left a negative relationship and the comforts of a 5,000 sq ft home, to move into an apartment which was being renovated. There was construction dust every where and only the walls of the kitchen and the bathrooms had been built. The floor was a dusty plywood surface waiting for carpet, wood and tile installation. For weeks I lived under this condition, sleeping in a mattress on the floor. It was under these conditions and while sitting on my humble mattress, which was laying on the floor (the only piece of furniture I managed to salvage from the past) that I sat down for my first mirror meditation.
I knew I couldn't continue to live my life the way I had in the past, and that in order for a complete brake from the past to take place, I needed to honor who I was as a spirit. So it was with this sense of urgency that I grabbed a mirror, sat it on my lap just a few inches from my face, and I began to open my spiritual vision. I asked my ancestors for help, I asked the universe to send me enlightened beings who could help me fulfill my destiny and move away from a life of materialism, failure, abusive relationships, struggle and fear.
The universe answered and I began to see. As I looked at my left eye and centered my intention on seeing my ancestors or "anyone out there who can help me" my face became blurry and I began to see other people's faces instead of my own. I understood I was looking at ancestor spirits as well as other spirits with whom I have a connection with.
Almost a year have passed since and I am now able to see own spirit, past lives, ancestors, relatives who have passed recently, animal totems and even angels. The most shocking part of all this was not so much to be able to see angelic beings but to realize that I am one myself! I have been able to see for myself the angelic being that I am. I am so beautiful! The light and the love and the purity that it is my spirit is so beautiful and cute I had to kiss the mirror when I first saw it! I remember what it feels like to be in love with my Self. The best part about it was to realize that I was looking at the aspect of me that I God! I understand now why babies and toddlers kiss the mirrors all the time, they are kissing their own spirits, the God within themselves! I now understand what God, angels and multidimensional beings see and feel when they look at us and why they love us so, and that as they do, they are also looking at that part of them that is us!
I am sharing my experience with you with much hope for your own lives today. It is my gift of love. Please, take it an make it your own, and share it with others :)
Seeing my own angelic reflection in the mirror has help me begin to see truth not only about my Self but in others; in humans, animals and plant beings--for we are all That which is light and love, as I am now able to see it in myself in my mirror. If the world could see what I see, there will be no more jealously. There would be no more selfishness. Envy would be a thing of the past. Hate would be recognized as a very silly and confused emotion. There could only be love, because when I see the light and the love and the perfection that is me I see God, I see the cosmos and I know I am looking at only one piece of the whole. Oh, many pieces come through, dozens, hundreds and if I sit in front of the mirror long enough, more precious pieces of Source would come through from the past, from the future, from within me and from across the galaxy just to say: "Hey there! Welcome to your new awakened state! We are One!".
I love you all. Please be kind to your Self and others every day. If you are ever struggling to remember the beautiful spark of Light that you really are and the precious Love that you carry in this world, please know that all you have to do is look at your spirit in your eyes and choose to see and feel truth!
With all my love,