I realized only shortly, that I need to leave my parents house in order to grow spiritually, in order to break free from the negative chains that is holding me back. I'm lost though, and do not know where I could possibly go.
The current environment does not support spirituality, free thinking, emotions or just allow me to be. Thus I need to leave from this place and find a more suitable place where I at least can be less oppressed than here.
I'm good with the computer. I can program, make websites, design 2 and 3D graphics, compose digital music, and much more.
This ain't a job application, even though it feels like that I have to offer my services in trade for an opportunity to leave this place, hopefully for good.
Maybe this change is needed in my life, since this situation has been going on for many years, and that is why I feel the need of searching my freedom increase by the day.
I'm not sure if this is call of distress, but any assistance, advice or help is gratefully accepted.
My age is 20 years old, and generally an uplifting, intelligent person that is quiet.
If there is any spiritual community out there that could house me, I can tend the plants.
Sigh.. I thought it'd never come this far though. Thanks all.