Hey there dearest Lighty friends,
Yep – it’s me again lol. I kind of believe that everybody deserves some much valued ‘TO’ (Time Out) every now and then, particularly from this spiritual ‘evolution come ascension’ process. Sometimes it can really prove completely overwhelming and all consuming. I guess it depends on how much time you individually choose to devote to this progression. We can read and study every book on spirituality that has ever been written, we can meditate until the cows come home. We can all do it the easy way – and ‘cop out’ and follow somebody else’ secular and divine teachings, we can seek and search for all the answers to the mysteries of the Universe, only to find that most answers received will inevitably lead to more questions. It just seems a never ending and infinite cycle. I’m quite resigned to the fact, that none of us will ever really know it all, or have a complete, comprehensive insight into what is actually currently occurring, or what is going to occur in the future. Well, I’m not too proud to admit that I have absolutely no idea of what is going to happen. All I’m aware of is that I just have to go with the flow of these energies and try and manage them and how they personally affect me and the direct impact they have on my own life.
So how did I come to this conclusion, that I know absolutely NO-thing??? I guess the only answer I can provide you with is that I was indeed humbled by the pure omnipotent power of the divine universe. It has an uncanny knack of giving you exactly what you need – not always what you want in most instances lol. There is a big difference between needing and wanting something.
Three weeks ago I was reeling from the intense and mega powerful energies that were pervading my environment. I found these frequencies completely robust and potent – they literally laid me out. I just wasn’t handling them at all, in fact I was floundering. I had lost all my vigor and liveliness. Also I was listless, depressed, lacked concentration and focus, and felt very oppressed, restless and stifled. I didn’t feel connected or really connected to anything or anyone. In other words, I felt bloody awful and wondered if I could possibly endure the rest of this journey lol.
That’s when I decided to ‘give up’ – not ‘give in’ – just surrender. I had no idea what else to do, so I just said to the Universe, ‘Okay – you’re in the driver’s seat from now on. You take me where I’m supposed to go. I’m completely lost and my GPS isn’t working properly. Here – take my car keys’. Thy Will Be Done – so on and so forth.
Consequently, once I jumped in the passenger seat, the universe and I just coasted along, at a very steady pace. This opportunity, gave me some much needed respite that I personally required to gather my bearings and whereabouts. Like all travelling companions, the universe and I had some really long D&M’s (Deep and Meaningful) conversations. We really got to know each other rather well, during our short and convoluted excursion. If you are willing to quietly listen and heed, the universe is an incredible resource of great advice and has a plethora of wise expertise to willingly offer – completely free of charge – don’t have to buy a book, or listen to recordings, or watch any videos lol. All you have to do is ask. Fancy that heehee.
Basically, I received this unsolicited universal guidance. I was going to get this counsel anyway, whether I liked it or not – considering I was now just a mere commuter lol – just along for the ride. I got the proverbial, Universal Boot Up The Arse lol. Serves myself right.
In no uncertain terms, particularly when the universe was getting fed up driving my clapped out jalopy heehee – I was unceremoniously told to get my shit together, drop the facades, get real and be authentic. Don’t be scared of who I am, because we are all unique, very rare and extremely precious. We are all loved beyond anything we can humanely fathom. Forgive my previous petty sins and crimes and those of others because at the end of the day, they really don’t matter a smidge. Embrace my individual power, because the universe will always have my back when I stand up for the TRUTH. Be respectful and honor others, treat them as I would wish to be treated. Last but not least, it was reinforced to me somewhat sternly – besides ‘IT’S NOT ALWAYS ALL ABOUT YOU. Now get over yourself and take over driving your own vehicle again’. So that was that and here I am – back where I first started lol. Sitting in the drivers seat, hands on the steering wheel. Hmmm - I needed that little bit of a 'breakout'.
Much love and happiness to you all