For the past few weeks I've been rambling on about the embodiment of the Light Body. It's been a
very interesting experience, and I'm only now figuring out how this whole embodiment business is
sposed to work. Here's the thing, it seems that everything I need is on the inside now, absorbed
directly into my material being. There's no more point in reaching 'out there' for anything anymore
cause all the answers are embedded directly into my physicality. Kinda nice how Universe eases
this process up on us...it's kinda shocking even with the easing...but at least it arrives in bits
and pieces so your whole system doesn't short out or something.
Last night the LightBody stepped up and 'took a more active role' in things. I mean I was aware
that the process was taking place but I hadn't 'dipped into it' yet. Like there was this adjustment
period when all that was required was that awareness. Then last night everything did a kinda switch-up
and the LB was 'right out front'. Well, that's not entirely correct. The LB wasn't hanging out in
there all lit up or anything. It sorta floated up to the surface of my consciousness. It was kinda
like there was this flooding within my body, an energy flood, a light flood, I dunno exactly how to
describe it. The mental movie was of each cell in my body 'switching on' and becoming light filled.
More than just light filled, they started glowing or shining. There was this minor sorta AH HA that
sorta reminded me that me and the LB are now one thing. Instead of stretching mind/heart/imagination
outta body everything became about BEING all that I am right here and right now. Almost like my body
has been upgraded in some physical way and I've gotta learn how to motivate around with my 'new self'.
Takes some getting used to. Ya won't 'miss out' though, cause once the LB is in there, well, it just
settles in and becomes you...whether you requested it or not. Well, maybe that's not right, maybe ya
gotta request it. I'm pretty sure I did...maybe it can only happen IF we request it. Or WHEN.
So there I am, moving into meditation, sending my 'feelers' out to Mother Earth, Father Sky and Grandfather
Sun, and all of a sudden the LB pops up and sticks up a 'redirection' sign. You don't need to go out
there anymore...we are right here, in you, of you. If ya feel like reaching for your power, reach IN.
Now I gotta admit, my first reaction to that idea was yeah, of course, go IN, that's all we've been hearing
about for ages now...but it's not that simple in reality. Well, maybe it IS that simple, but I personally
am having a bit of an 'adjustment period' going on here. All my natural instincts want to reach outside
myself for truth, for answers, for guidance. Yes, I WAS reaching for my own HS...but it still feels really
odd to have them 'on site' instead of 'on call'. I guess, to be painfully honest, I might have these little
feelings of inadequacy...you know, sorta doubting that I could even BE that powerful. I mean how up yourself
does it sound to say you have everything you need inside of you? On a whole buncha levels that feels exactly
right, but ego and personality are shifting around on their seats in there. Uncertain perhaps. Not afraid
exactly...just cautious. Like I said...adjustment period required.
Anyway, once I did finally relax and allow, well it was absolutely amazing. I didn't get any great revelations
or anything...it's just that there's this whole new feeling of completeness that comes with resonating comfortably
with your own upgraded frequencies. It actually isn't all that easy to do, for me at least. Seems each time
I 'got into the groove' I'd suddenly realize that, and fall back out again. Took quite awhile of allowing and
surrendering before I could hold onto that ummm...LightBody energy. Not to worry, practice makes perfect, so
I am assuming this whole process will get much easier as we learn to grow into it. Pretty much like everything
else we've encountered on this amazing journey to self.
In a little while I'm gonna have a little conference with the body. See if I can get some of that LB energy
kinda redirected into physical energy. Be nice to have a bit more get up go to work with. One of those
wait and see situations I spose. Be nice though to get a big fat motivation implant. Feels like I've been
in 'cruise mode' around here for ages. Be nice to get some 'doing' done.