Since May 24th I have been feeling, very calm, centered and Ready for Action. :)) As if I am standing at the start of the race, listening carefully and someone is going to say On your Mark, Get Set ...GO!!! At first, I thought it was a brief respite that my HS gave to me from all the previous conflict and turmoil I was feeling earlier, but now after a week or so, it feels like its here to stay and that it was an actual shift in my being. The past truly does not upset me anymore,(haven't cried a single tear since May 24th) and I can actually look at it with a detached clarity, which is a brand new experience to me and I am loving it. :)) How can so much change in a few days? My heart used to twinge with pain, thinking about certain past hurts but now even if I try to think about it, I feel like its over and done with and have no emotions arising from it. My present situation is still the same but I can feel my being not so concerned about the outcome anymore. Almost feels like the hard part is over as if the past wounds have healed and now I am standing squarely in the present and giving it my full attention. The future still looks uncertain to me right now, but if I can maintain this balanced feeling, it should work out fine. Keeping my fingers crossed!! :)
Physically, I am feeling strong heat patches and tingles randomly in the body. Vibrations and wave like energy flowing through my body when I lay down to sleep. A bit of dizziness here and there too. My dreams are also getting extremely vivid and I can remember them easily every morning, which wasn't the case before.
I am looking forward to this Venus transit and full moon coming up. I sure hope the future is SWEET, SWEET, SWEET for EVERYONE!!!
Love to All,