Dunno if it happens to anybody else, but now and then I get a memory, or download, or who knows what to call it.
I said something in a recent blog about the stories of the embodied selves...and that it no longer seemed very
important that I know those stories. Well, that musta been the magic phrase or something cause all of a sudden
I'm bombarded with these strange memories that feel like dreams I've had over the years. That's exactly what
happened just now. I got this whole mental movie downloaded while I was standing there making a cuppa coffee.
Kinda makes me wonder if these ever actually were dreams, or were these memories trying to get in any way they
could. Maybe now, that our consciousness has expanded they don't need those 'back door routes' anymore.
The memories can just jump up for our attention any time.
Anyway, whatever, it always feels so familiar. Like I KNOW I was actually in that place, in that experience
even though it did NOT occur in this present incarnation. So I'm making coffee...mind pretty much kicked outta
gear...not thinking about mucha anything and all of a sudden this movie that I've seen hundreds of times, or
at least it feels like I have, started running in my head. All I can see is a skyline. Sharply angular buildings.
Narrow streets, kinda dark and enclosed feeling, like every inch of real estate has something built on it several
stories high. You can see no ground anywhere, no trees, nothing alive or growing except people. I'm looking up
at the skies and there are heaps of things up there. I'm not exactly sure what they are...ships, or what, but
there's nobody around. Like everyone has left whatever place this is and I'm one of the very few still here.
There is this feeling of finality and destruction. Like I'm watching the final collapse of something, and knowing
that it's the final collapse. Only there's no fear. Just awareness and acceptance.
I dunno where this place is or what happened. Maybe I will remember the details one day. I just wanted to get
it down while it's fresh in my mind.