OK, I've experienced some weird and strange over these past few years, but last night I
had the weirdest weirdness ever...well at least so far. Came right outta left field
and caught me by surprise...freaked me out...big time. If I wasn't so lazy I'd go back
over my old blogs and find the original experience, but well...

Anyway, quite a few years ago I had this recurring set of dreams or mental movies or
somethings that were so absolutely clear and lucid I've never forgotten them. When the
experience originally happened I worked out an 'explanation' for myself that seemed to make
sense of it at the time, so I just didn't think about it anymore. The movies had me taking
a trip to a huge ship for...ummm what do ya call it...shoot I can't think of the word,
not introduction, but something like that, no indoctrination either, but something like
that too. Orientation, that's the word I'm looking for. Orientation, ya went on up there
checked everything out, stayed for awhile and went through this program. There were
lectures and classes I attended. There were guided tours showing all the aspects of the
ship, how it worked, all the floors and departments and such like. The movie went on for
days, or even weeks, can't be sure thinking back, but a long time, and a whole lotta detail.
Everything was absolutely crystal clear and so 'real feeling' that I could touch, see, and
smell that enviornment when I was in it. Strange...very very strange...but at the time I
was looking into the Operation Terra information, so I just figured I had created myself
some nifty night stories to play with. That my mind was picking up bits and pieces of what
I was learning and sorta molding it into dreams/movies.

So, last night I was listening to an Extarodinary Year online radio. The guest was Tolec.
I haven't actually paid much attention to Tolec, didn't watch vids or listen to interviews
except with Lisa M. Harrison early on in the piece. Didn't actually resonate to be honest.
I'm not about spaceships and ETs, so I never paid attention. Anyway, I'm listening to this
guy talk and he's talking about Adromedan, or however you spell that, biospheres that are
supposedly hanging about all around Earth, waiting to come in and rescue about half of
humanity...those who choose another 3D life. I'm just casually listening, with a game of
solitaire on screen while I listened, paying a bit of attention, but not totally. Then
all of a sudden he starts describing these biospheres and I nearly fell outta my chair.
He described EXACTLY what I saw in those dream/movie adventures. Exactly, details and
everything.

To be totally honest it freaked me out. I shut the video off and went to have a shower.
It was just too much for my little pea brain to work through and I needed some time to
'regroup'. When I came back and listened to the rest of the vid, well, he just kept on
describing stuff I saw. I can't actually say I got a comfort level with it, still felt
like something outta Twilight Zone or X Files or something, but I did listen to it all.

Even today I'm still in a state of amazement. HOW did this happen? How could I have
seen what this guy supposedly saw 'in person'? I guess the strangest thing that really
stood out was his description of how it looks when you enter. He described it as looking
like the most expensive hotel and some even had waterfalls in the 'entrance lobby'. I
saw that...right down to the waterfall inside the building. I saw the parks and streams
and lakes and rivers...exactly as he described. He mentioned a tube transport system on
the various floors...I saw, heck, I went on that tube transport. I gotta tell ya, I'm
not at all sure how to process this.

Now I spose it could be that I've finally slipped over the edge into insanity. It could
be that my plot is permanently and forever gone and I've turned completely plotless, but
it doesn't feel like that. It feels totally real and genuine. Then again I spose craziness
always seems real and genuine when you're in it. No clue what to do with this....none at
all. File it in file 13 and forget it might be the best idea, but something tells me that's
gonna take some doing. What I experienced wasn't 3D reality, but it WAS a reality, on some
level or another, and I'm finding it hard to dismiss.

I dunno if there ARE ships out there. I dunno if they are like what I saw. I dunno if there
are folks who will get on ships and move along to another 3D planet, that he explains is
being established for those who wish to continue a 3D experience. As far as I'm concerned
none of that is my 'department'. I'm staying with Mother Earth, come what may, so ships
aren't on my schedule of possible events. I mean IMAGINE wanting to do 3D again...yuck.

If I am insane, well, I'm relatively harmless, and I'm out here in the bush where I can
be nutso in privacy and comfort, so I guess it's not too bad...in fact, I gotta admit, weird
as this whole experience IS, it's also kinda interesting. I mighta could done without it
and avoided all the confusion, but for some reason it turned out this way.

Well, heck, if I'm nuts I'm gonna enjoy it...dunno how else to approach it.

yarra