I just finished reading Tara's glog about being an old soul and I realized...Man! my a** is tired!
I am halfway through 2012 and I need a vacation.
That is it!
I am taking a vacation from 2012.
Catching my breath so to speak.
I am going to the beach tomorrow,since my little house by the sea was finished yesterday.
It is the home which love built.

What an exercise in patience!( not one of my strong points...)
Focus(had to be very aware of my thoughts so the house would be finished by June).
(Now I realize I will be in my house by the summer solstice hehehehe)
Intent(for the highest good of all,with the purest heart,with the purest intent).

This all combined with my own spiritual spring cleaning,which kicked my booty.
But with it came such intensive spiritual growth.
My spiritual body would like a vacation too.

And what about my physical body?
Yikes!
From not sleeping, to sleeping a lot.
Eating habits all over the board.
Digestive system becoming very picky.
Cold energy running through me.
Hot energy running through me.
Incredible headaches.
Eyes kinda goobered up.
Strange pains that come and go.
Tingling.
Feeling like my body is too small for me.
Feeling like my body is too large for me.
Hearing vibrations and ringing in my ears.
Sensing things.
Smelling things.
Sweating like crazy,while freezing.(that one was a heck of a release...)
I am constantly praising my body because it is working just as hard as everyone else.
These energies are constantly up and down.
My body is riding these waves at the most dense level.
It definetely needs a vacation too.

And my mental body?
Absolutely nutso,definetely needs a vacation.

So I will be packing my car with bare essentials and get to my little house by the sea.

We are halfway through this year and I definetely need a breather.
And I have one.
...Until the summer solstice, when I think something pretty amazing will happen.
I feel it,in my cells, in the air around me,in my heart.
A build up of energy of sorts.
Kinda like when you rub your shoes on the carpet and then build up static energy so that the first thing you touch gets shocked.
A build up like that.
But not shocking.
The word gobsmacked comes to mind for some reason.
We shall see what happens, won't we?

Thank you dear family for being here with me.
Hope you get a beautiful vacation if that is what you need.
But either way,hope you are having a beautiful day.
In Light and Love
: )
marie