Ya gotta love this instant manifestation business, don'tcha? Almost like having a midas touch...well, not
that everything exactly turns instantly golden, but you know what I mean. After all the recent major downloads
I was feeling a bit stretched. I was about to wear a smooth spot somewhere in my brain I think, mulling things
over and over, trying to make sense of it all. Woke up yesterday with one intent, to have an ordinary day. Not
a dull day, not necessarily even an ordinary 3D day, if there still is such a thing, but a day where nothing much
happens. A cruise day...smooth, effortless. Give the ole grey matter some R&R for a bit.
Now down here in the downunder folks use the word ordinary to mean something less than satisfactory. That's not
the sorta ordinary I was aiming for. What I wanted was a simple day, a regular day. The kinda day you remember
having when you were a kid and it didn't require all this thinking and figuring out. A day of just being. An
ISness day is maybe a good word for it. To be honest, it had been awhile since I've had one of those days. I was
looking forward to it.
Strangely, what made my ISness day ordinary was doing things. Kinda surprised me at first, I mean I thought being
and doing were exact opposites, how could it turn out that to experience being ordinary I had to do stuff? Well,
not HAD to, wanted to. Gave me a whole new perspective on that ole ditty about get outta your head. Usually though,
when I do bother to consciously get outta my head it's for contemplation or meditation or study. Thinking stuff,
not doing stuff. It was a very pleasant change to be outta my head and just hanging out there. Not trying to move
myself into higher frequencies or anything, not feeling like I've got one foot in each of two worlds and everything
is about finding balance. Just hanging there. I dunno if it was in balance or outta balance, Didn't even matter.
It was like it peeled layers of 'stuff' outta the way so I could just do stuff in my body without my brain, or
ego, or embodied selfs piping up with their two cents worth all the time.
Family probably wondered what the heck got into me. Went on a cooking frenzy. This time of the year we always
have more pumpkins than we actually need, and I had a great big one that I had 'opened' and needed to use up.
I made pie. I made cake. I made bread. I made soup. I just did stuff and did stuff all day long and very
rarely even gave a thought to the whole 'big picture' business. And, ya know what? It felt wonderful. Who
knew recreational cooking was just what the doc ordered?
What else I found kinda interesting was when I did settle in later for my contemplation/meditation it was instant.
Like somebody flipped a switch. All day long I had been feeling 'neutral', but as soon as I changed that energy
and moved into heart center...well, it was all right there, waiting for me. Mighta been nice if some of the
departments had gotten busy while I was having my 'day off' and solved a few things for us...but it doesn't seem
to work that way.
Don't think I would actually want to have all ordinary days, but it was a nice change. Simple. Graceful. Flowing
along from one moment to the next with nothing but fluff running through my mind. I actually ENJOY this amazing
adventure 3D Earth humanity is on...it's exciting and interesting and just plain fun. But sometimes it's kinda
nice to just 'set it all aside' for awhile and just be here, be human, play the game without giving it too much