I have been type 1 diabetic since age 7 and my pancreas does not work at all. For some reason, I have been awakened, as starseed and have an extremely powerful spirit, but diabetes Is keeping me down. It has raped me of all I have ever dreamed of In life, and I am tired of It. There is talk about meditation, healing, and how It can cure any disease. Is this really true? I have been doing all I can and learning all I can about this and It seems I am still diabetic. If this cannot be cured and It will stay with me for the rest of my life, what does that make me? A failure? A black sheep? It doesn't make sense. I seem to be the only person In the world like this and/or concerned. How does one keep faith and trust in a higher power when everyone else Is being cured, awakened, loved and I am stuck with desease, unhappiness, and loneliness...for eternity? It doesn't matter, because I am a warrior and I will keep fighting untill my last breath. Everyday, every second, and one day even If I am the only diabetic left on earth I will shine as bright as I can untill my last breath.