Is that a word or did I make that up? Don't dwadle, yeah that's a word isn't it? Strange kinda word, but
how I'm feeling is kinda strange, so I spose it suits. That's how things feel to me just now, like everything
is just sorta dwadling along like there is no hurry for anything.

Probably something to do with the Solstice. The Sun 'takes a break' when it reaches its northernmost point
before it resumes its return journey. Maybe that's why things feel stopped or slowed way down. If that IS
what it is, and my understandings are correct, the Sun should start heading south again today, three days
after the Solstice. I dunno about anyone else, but I'm ready for more of those zaps and downloads we were
getting right before the Solstice. Bring it on Universe.

Spose these little 'stopping points' are a good time for us to integrate the recent downloads. They were
pretty intense. Here's the thing though, I'm a thrill junkie, I don't 'perform' well in stopped periods.
Without all those incoming energies flowing in I've been feeling kinda flat and deflated. Not particularly
in love with feeling flat and deflated. Strange to think that we probably spent most of our lives feeling
exactly that way without ever even realizing it. Got used to those higher energies quite easily, didn't we?
Now we miss them if they aren't inflowing.

There's this intense feeling of potentiality hanging around the last day or so. I dunno what that's about.
It's like you feel when you're planning something, like your holiday, and you've got everything packed
and ready and you just gotta wait until it's time to make a move. Like that last Friday of the work week
before holidays. You're more focused on where you are going than where you are kinda thing. That's how
things feel to me. Sorta like wheel spinning.

If there was a 'go now' button, I'd press that puppy today. 3D seems especially heavy and dense just now.
Maybe it's just me. I have somehow managed to displease the headache gods yet again and I'm not a real
happy camper. Show me the escape hatch and I'm outta here. PLEASE show me the escape hatch... I'm tired
of dwadling along. I wanna move along to whatever comes next NOW, not in December, not in 2014 or any
other dates folks are talking about. Let's do this, I'm ready.

and she wanders off muttering to herself about 3D and headaches and such
yarra