Who does it serve for us to doubt what is plainly evident. Destiny is upon us. Mine and yours. Ours! WE=ME! Isn't this what we have been waiting on for lifetimes? Isn't this what we choose? Stop being afraid, let fear be MY realm to overcome. I AM unstoppable, re-member? I will overcome fear and I will keep telling you it will be ok. You overcome your fear. You may not like every little thing about me. I am a man of many faults, but I am an evolving man, don't forget that! You only see the little things to make you doubt, instead of the smaller things that wipe doubt out!:) Hold firm, now. I have my quirks, it is true. Would you want me any other way? It is possible that I will drive you crazy sometimes, and you are certainly going to push my buttons, and we will be stronger because of it. (it'll be fun). Stop being so afraid of failing US, we can not fail. Who is ever going to understand either of us better? Understand how we FEEL? I will be there soon. Might make you a glove of your very own... Luckily for us, I'm almost impervious to the venom, I've stung myself so many times now ;) I just tumbled off the very last edge and fell so totally In-Love with you. Who'd have thunk it, (yes thunk)that just by hurting me a little, and being vulnerable to your own doubts and fears, you pushed me right off that edge! We are going to get along famously. You know why? Because we complete each other. Oh just so you know, I'm craving one right now, but I'm craving your kiss even more. We are going to do this! No Doubts, No Fears, just like....when you are here. No chains, no strings, no fences, no walls....no net, just you, to catch me when I fall....look Heart.............NO HANDS! CRAPOLA>>>>>gotta get to work and finish sorting this stuff. WEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE! Smile for me love, YOU and I against the world! Against all ODDS! You drew me to you, and I took my sweet time coming because I was weak. Now I'm stronger than I have ever been, and you knew it had to be this way, but I'm sorry I hurt you while you were hurting anyways. I am coming to heal YOU now, to take it all away from you and hold you close everyday. No more Lonely I! Together, we are going to figure it out.

Now........I am saying all of this because, 1 YOU need to hear it. 2 It is the way it is. 3 I ain't scaird! (My southern showing?) I have been through so many trials and tribulations, and I am embarking on the greatest adventure of my life! And HEY, let's just say that I (once again) have misunderstood or misread the signs or whatever, I don't care. I will be standing exactly where I want to be standing because I will be exactly where I am supposed to be standing to serve a greater purpose. I will figure it out from there. FAITH baby. I know where I want to be, and who I want to be with. ME! I'll be at the where, and if the who doesn't want me back, well, someone else will. AS IF!!!!! I feel it so deep, and so true within me now. It COULD have been someone else if things had been different, but things are what they are now, and THAT is God leading! Thank YOU Father! So the bottom line....pppppbbbbbbbttttttttttt:)~ I DO love you, I am IN-LOVE with you and I have yet to even touch you with my hands, but I hold you every night! Except last night....what happened? You having doubts? SUCK IT UP! Ha! You can quit saying confusing nothingness now, I'll be there in a few days and you can say it all face to face or RUN the other way. I want you. I NEED you. I AM YOU! Muah!

I Love and shake my Bootie For You

Jason