OK then, Im at the econolodge on hwy 9e, room 109. I dont know where you live, but i could follow the beating of MY heart right to you. You tell the laws that protect you, to knock real loud, because I will probably be drunk and listening to my mp3 and concentrating REAL hard on keeping someone out of ME. You have NO god because he/she is within you? Yep, and nope. Yep within you, but God is also without, and all, and called upon me....I offered my faith, you shall not test it anylonger! I am FEARLESS. I am reborn, again, and my wings are MINE. These issues are your own o highly ascended one. I could use a couple of nights in the pokey, think I havn't spent a night in one? Where were you then? Free meals, and a place to sleep that is free. I can deal. Any ol boy needs some loving while I'm visiting, they can find out that protection comes from within me. You have violated my sacred and eternal trust by using this against me....you should know better by now. I forgive you. I also don't accept this reality of yours. I can easily create my own, and I will, dammit. I don't need you, I WANT you to want me. To accept me, but you must accept yourself first. You are obviously having issues, they are not mine any longer. I am reborn, even better than I was even 24 hours ago. Feel me? In 12 hours, I don't run, I walk away. I point it west, and live a new destiny. It was too much....too far....now you must prove your own BS to yourself. I offer you paradise, I offer you eternal service and love. I am not mad, I am not broken, I don't even have a crack. I simply do not HAVE to accept YOUR truth, because it is your own. Not mine. Tell the cops to come get me then. Better yet, why don't you come and know me. ONE. WHOLENESS. Gonna let me walk away? I will not chase you. DO YOU REALLY UNDERSTAND MY POWER? I understand yours pretty well. You have abused my trust, sister, and it is unkind, and not being very gentle with ME. I accept you, just the way you are. Every thing, even your dark side. My love for you is beyond anything I have ever known. But I, as much as anyone, deserves my own love. And I love myself enough to not accept the abuse of someone I trust intimately. I want you, I don't need you. I am not desperate any longer. You and God, took that from me somewhere over the smokey mountains. OH yeah, divine intervention. You couldn't get in on the conversation He and I had, could you? My faith lies in my Creator. My trust lies in ME. HS/TF, better figure it out. I am unjudgeable. I AM. I AM Jason, and I have sacrificed it all for ME, given it all away to HS, and if you and HS can't get on the same page in 12 hours, I take this show on the road, play no more games, and simply live my destiny, and live. Econolodge, hwy 9E, room 109. Call the cops baby, I will be just fine. I do ask Michael to come and watch over me. I could use the company tonight. Someone I love tried to wound ME. The solar system gets turned off before I go to sleep. Check and Mate! Knucklehead. Can't you FEEL me? Emotional blackmail. That is what you attempted. I know my HS. I know my TF. I know myself, and I remember the lesson I learned last summer and fall, that Selflessness, and selfishness, are HS and Ego. And having one lead without the other is unbalanced. Don't you remember the lesson. I LOVE YOU. I FORGIVE YOU. I will leave you, I don't want to. I deserve ME love. I Love Me. I am worthy. Do you believe I am the only one being tested? Better set that ego aside woman. You are failing the test. Catch! I just fell all of the way in love with you. You are too fantastic, and totally human, and THAT is wonderful. Hurry up now. Time is a wasting. Do you want me? I want to take the pain away. Oh yeah, thank you for helping heal my hands. They feel much better. Didn't even itch today. You ROCK.

Love ME, Didn't I say you don't have to ask, I already do....
Jason