Think I am Reptilian seed mixed with something else.
Perhaps it was just a vision, and that is all. Maybe that's all it meant, was just a symbol of something else.
But...I had a vision of living in a Reptilian colony, and I was sort of rejected for having a warmer attitude, and being a bit smaller than they are. As though I were a threat just for being who I was, and not like the others. It seemed long,long ago, though, I felt like a "planned" addition to the family, as though parents had tried to orchestrate certain characteristics.
I have always had a fascination with all kinda lizards, toads, alligators, I like little birds feets, they are scaly, and snakes, and other such things as that...even salamanders, though those are amphibians. Never have been able to catch one, quick little things.
Feel like I have been hiding from that part of me, (was aware of it years ago, but hid it beneath the other race I feel like I am, with a much better reputation) but I felt like I had been cared for by other Reptilians, and it forced that side of me out. I went through a phase of just wanting to constantly be in hot hot water, ahh, there is nothing like it :) (also quite when I experienced the merperson feelings) and other such things.
If you noticed on my page, my Mayan sign is Lizard/Seed. Hehe :)
I am attracted to people that I think are Reptile hybrids.
Looking to connect with others who feel they are Reptilian.
Groups as an addition to LW would be neat!
The reptile seed group! -giggles-
I used to pretend to be a Dragon as a kid. And I like to write about creatures that resemble the ancient Reptilians. OH, how could I forget, my massive dinosaur figurine collection that I had, too, as a kid. xD Just little stuff like that. Alligator is my favorite food, though, so -shrug- does that make me a cannibal of sorts? I loooove it.
Someone told me we are "all reptilian" and well, sometimes, I think this is true.
Also was told that Type O Blood means that you have Reptilian in your DNA. For it being so rare, I have known many that have that blood type, as closer people in my life.
I think this may be another reason I am not disgusted by the demons, for they resemble the Reptilians.... Coincidence? Conspiracy? What does this mean? I dunno, let's talk about the possibilities! Feel free to PM me about it if you don't wish to chat here. I even find myself drawn to entities that look like that.
I think that the bad reputation may be earned, in some ways, but in others, you don't know what happened to Reps to make them that way.. Some are turning backs on own kind to help us, some are trying to contact humans. Maybe the way they are now is conditioned from a survival instinct.. Though the theory of Reptile people.. HAH.. whatever, I was abducted (By a Mantid) so I know that aliens are real. Sometimes I wish that I could go live with the Reptilians. I know that it may be hard to get along, but I want to belong with them. I like Nagas, (they are half snake half human) or other such things. I could totally see things like this existing when the Nature Gods used to be on the planet, and people were more close to the Earth...Now people treat holistic stuff like it is used by freaky weird peopel and could hurt them lol.. so dumb... its plants, not stuff created in a lab.... -sigh-
One of my friends used to call me "Lizard." I was totally non-offended by this and someone said I moved like a Reptilian, hah. I guess he would know. He worked for the government.
Though I do wonder..if this is just a silly human with rememberances of maybe things the Reptiles did to us...As you know... we are our parents children, and their parents descendants, and so on... first cells we ever had are now in the pineal gland ... interesting huh, isnt it also intersting that a lot of the toxins we consume attack this gland...such as fluoride that they load the kids up on so much that it is discoloring their teeth...anyways, this dna within the cells, contains memories.. our ancestors memories.... which could've spurred these visions... I dont know... Just dont know. Still - the point remains, we are connected. Even if these Reptile People are some archetype, and the alien abduction a dream, it is still something to think about...
I have a lot of the circumstancial traits of being a star seed. I suppose I will into it a bit more. Just wanted to share some thoughts. In addition of finding some reptile/reptile hybrids to talk to.
Though..if I -liked- these reptile things ... then the memories within must be good ones, right?
Surely I wouldnt be some fool liking something which hurt me... I dont think humans are that silly