I got this image of a human body being the machine, the high performance vehicle for our larger selves, but we are not that, the body. And it is the instrumentation for our perceiving, our way of experiencing and perceiving reality. I really got that our soul self, ourself as consciousness or life force, divine; whatever you call it is “driving” this thing the body.
We created the body especially for our experience, for our perceiving. How can the One know itself? Through having experiences, and having experiences with itself. Sometimes this manifests in illusory polarity and struggle but it truly is a game. It is a game we agreed to play in. We agreed to the crazy rules of reality here. We agreed to them in incarnating into a body but inside us is the seed of remembering that our infinite being needs no rules. Our awakening and the awakening of our world is to see through the rules we once agreed to as part of this reality because our greater self knows they just are not truth, or the only way to exist.
Rules are endless here, and by that I mean real rules like you must pay taxes and also socially conditioned rules. I chose this female body for this incarnation. My recent epiphany made it so clear that I was the ineffable infinite being driving this body and not the body itself. I also was not all the conditioning that I learned from family and culture. Stuff like how women are not supposed to be bossy or angry, and they are supposed to look pretty, wear high heels and lipstick, shave their legs and armpits. Women are supposed to appear feminine and have the allure to attract a male partner who will them adore her, and then she will feel loved. These are stereotypes that we don't really buy into totally, most women I know, but we all do to some degree because it is so pervasive as a belief system. A belief system is the rules that we agree too. Gradually we are breaking up belief systems that keep us from freedom. There is a belief about love in this reality that is we are undeserving but we can get it from another. We are actually love and don't receive love and then have that make us feel whole. We experience it inside ourselves, and that is who we are. The trick keeps people from taking their power because they don't know that they are completely worthy, unconditionally loved, and that the universe is conspiring to have us experience that. The universe is showing us that we are it and there is no separation. In this reality we believe there is, and we have been trained that way. It creates all these inner schisms and battles inside us which play out in our world. This is the game, and not knowing that it is a game and these are arbitrary false rules for the container of playing in create a lot of suffering. Our release from suffering is to remember that we are the infinite driving the body vehicle.
I see the body as a receptor of what our senses discover, and with our perception we play and create our experience. We can act and move through the game, this reality construct, guided by your higher wider vast infinte being. It felt like a shift to go beyond the body and know I am using and utilizing it in a way to experience exactly what I want to. It has the potential of receiving bliss, the bliss of the true Self can be experienced in these bodies.
As we go through ascension, we realize that we have super perceptive abilities. We realize that we drive a high performance car that is coded by our DNA that is awakening. The new body operating system makes more possible in our perception and expression of self. The body is a wonderful vehicle to express our soul and that is what it is for, to play in this game. We are also here to break down the rules. We are here to break out of programs and matrixes, and ultimately the bigger Matrix that keeps us in the game. My good friend Sabrina is all about breaking out of programs which are beliefs that we assume are true. Each person the questions beliefs and acts outside the program, showing up in a new way, helps everyone do the same. For example, if you have played a certain role in your family and relationships whether good or bad character, when you become aware of your role playing and stop reading your inner script, you show up in a new way. It can unravel the family patterns for everyone if you are a catalyst as many lightworkers are. It is scary and difficult and ultimately freeing and joyous to do so. A program that is inside so many of us is the victim/persecutor program. Change happens when we take one hundred percent responsibility for our experience and what happens. Thought I have worked long and hard on this awareness, there are still times I lapse into the martyr feeling of not being supported. I learned it well from family and in writing this, am doing what I can to be more aware of it and delete it. We are here to discover our own inner programs and delete them. We can ultimately return earth to a place of heaven by doing this, by raising our level of consciousness and awareness. We can live as our soul selves driving this body vehicle which is really quite spectacular in its capabilities. We see how our perspective of “driving the body” can open us up to healing the body. That is to return to our divine 12D blueprint, the way we were intended to be, which is perfection and perfect health. More and more we already are tapping into the knowledge of the return to this divine blueprint of source. We are returning to remember we are source and we are what created us. We can no longer be made to feel small and powerless by something outside of us. The infinite self is the real self, and who we are. Who we are not is this avatar, this playing piece, the body in the game of life on earth. We don't have to see ourselves as having gender and all the trappings with it if we don't want to as the gender thing is merely the biological container of our vehicle. Societal conditioning limits our expression greatly from infinity. Let's life as our soul selves. Let's live as the divine us intended. Let us play more in the game and have fun with having a body, loving and appreciating it and this reality. We can “hack the reality program” by knowing that this is a construct, a container, and a Matrix to break out of. Let us also remember our oneness and interconnectedness with all beings and life, and let us take up the cause of caring for all of us and not fighting with parts of the whole.
We are one.