Mighta mentioned Universe's interesting sense of humour a time or two. Well, yesterday, when I was feeling not
the best and considering teleporting myself on over to 5D 'ahead to time' cause I was so frustrated with myself
and humanity in general...Universe pulled another slick move on me. Sent me company. COMPANY? I was all lined
up to have myself a generally grumpy day and Universe decides it' a good time for folks to VISIT? Now how's
THAT for a wicked sense of humour? Someone feels all crabby and grumpy, send them some company so they CAN'T
be that way.

And then...Universe sent along a little 'make nice' for sticking me with being pleasant company for the day.
A little bird flew into the window where we were sitting on the verandah enjoying the sunshine. Poor little
guy hit it with a WHUMP, but fortunately didn't break his neck. He was in a terrible state, shock I spose,
and it musta hurt like crazy. He was alive, but in such shock he couldn't fly. So I held him for awhile,
probably half an hour or so, tried to get him to take drops of water and stuff like that. After that I put
him in a box in a quiet room to recover...and later, when I went to check on him he was flying around in
there. He let me catch him really easily though, and I took him outside so he could fly away. Universe
kinda works that way huh? I mean you get all grumpy and it sends company so ya gotta be nice and pleasant
and alla that, BUT also sends along a little ordinary magic to balance things out. Pretty good system I reckon.
Wonder if I can 'make a deal' with Universe? Trade these endless bloody headaches for something? Heck,
I'd even consider being nice all the time.

Last night I listened to a very interesting interview on the Zany Mystic. He had two guests on there, I
don't recall their names just now, but they spoke about something happening on July 23. I didn't know
about this, but they said something about a day out of time or something. I'd like to research that a
bit further. I mean, yeah, the day already passed, but maybe something happened on that day that made the
energy around the place so grumpy and irritable. Musta had something to do with astrology I guess, the
guest who spoke of it was an astrologer. Anybody know about this? Heck, wish I HAD known. I could use
a day outta time. A week, month, until 21 December...

The other night I cut the silver cord that connects the astral body to the physical body. Dunno why. Just
got the idea, wonder what would happen if. Maybe at the time I thought my soul could just hang around out
there in the wider Universe and not have to be bothered with the rest of this 3D game. Before I even got
the chance to experiment something from inside of me jumped out and mended that cord quick smart. I guess
there are no shortcuts available. Mighta been interesting if the repair crew had held off a bit so I could
see what it would be like to fly free, but I didn't get the chance to find out. Another of those almosts.

Maybe it's just me, but it seems the only 'exit' available to mankind just now is the death of the physical
body. And aren't folks doing that? Seems every day we hear somebody else around the place has shuffled off
this mortal coil...and young folks too. Well, relatively young, you know forties and fifties, even the thirties.
Sudden unexpected deaths, no illness, no symptoms, nuthin, just make their escape. Hard not to feel the tiniest
bit of envy when they do that. They are finished, done, their game is over...while the rest of us struggle to
the final 'finish line'. Suicide stats are soaring recently as well. OK, I grumble a bit about being in 3D,
but mostly it's just grumble. I love this beautiful planet. I love my life and where I live. You'd think
I'd be all fulla gratitude rather than grumbly, and usually I am. Hey, Universe, give me some time without
headaches and you will find just how grateful one mere human CAN BE.

Today I gotta go play in 3D. Drive to another town, get an xray, do some shopping and stuff like that. NOT
my favourite way to spend a day I gotta say. But sometimes ya just gotta do whatcha gotta do. There is one
silver lining thought, after I have this xray I can get started and discovering if the polyp is the cause of
the headaches. If it turns out that it IS and they can FIX that...well, I will give the grandest party the
world has ever seen. Well, OK, that was a crock...I don't have 27 million pounds to spend on a party, but
I will do the best 'budget edition' ever seen.

If anyone gets the chance to check out the skies at about 4:30AM...well, ya gotta do it. I dunno what it's like
in the northern hemisphere, but down here in under we are having the MOST AMAZING star shows just before dawn
each morning. Well worth the effort to check it out. It's absolutely beautiful and it's soul food. Just
standing there looking makes you feel part of all there is in a way that somehow feeds that hungry little part
of us that longs for something we can't describe.

Here's the deal. I don't do miserable very well these days. I used to have it down to a science, but it just
doesn't seem to work anymore. Kinda hard to BE miserable when Universe and Mother Earth conspire against us
with things like bright sunny days, beautiful animal life, and of course the natural beauty of the physical
planet herself. I spose that's a good thing. I used to do miserable very well, and sometimes for long spaces
of time, but it just doesn't work anymore...guess that's probably gonna look good on my resume when I apply for
the next game, don'tcha think?

yarra