For quite awhile now I've been 'keeping a low profile' in the 3D world. Don't even get out in it unless
there's something I HAVE to do. My 3D world has been gradually shrinking. I mean I know it's out there,
how could ya NOT? But I am...ummmm...less entangled in it maybe. It has also seemed that the more my
3D participation has contracted the more of 'real life' expanded in the space 3D used to take up. As we withdraw
our energy, or presence, our very being, from the 3D game our inner game is equally enriched. Or so it seems
to me anyway.
For ages everything was 'out there'. We had to meditate to 'get there'. These days though it seems that
everything is IN THERE. Probably always was, just had to remove some attention from other things to notice
it. My inner world is starting to feel more real to me than the '3D game world' we've been living in.
Universe used to spread all across the skies, and beyond the stars. Now it resides in each of us. Kinda
nifty don'tcha think? This is probably gonna sound completely nuts, but when I look at the stars each
night I feel like they are 'folks I know'. Not mysterious bodies out in space somewhere, but beings having
lives in this amazing adventure called Creation. I get this kinda feeling like 'it's good to see ya Mate',
rather than the awe and mystery I used to experience sky watching. Doesn't take anything away from the wonder
of the stars, just makes me feel sorta....I dunno...equal to them in some way. Like we are all 'playing on
the same team' or something.
There's a whole new level to the feeling of BEING these days. Sometimes it feels like I'm just plain getting
too big for my body. Had this very interesting experience the other night in meditation. I was in 'listening
mode'. You know, when you go into meditation and just listen to see what Universe has to say, if anything.
You know what I mean, going in with no questions to be answered, or any thoughts at all, just a 'connect up'
kinda meditation. Got myself a really interesting mental movie.
What I 'saw' was alla my energetic bodies...you know those seven 'body shaped' energy fields that we always
have around us. Each of the energetic bodies forms a sorta aura self, and each separate energy body has
a separate colour. There isn't exactly a 'dividing line'. The colours sorta run together like a rainbow does.
You know, you can see where they change colour but there's no space between.
So I'm watching and all the bodies started doing something. I cannot begin to put into words what that
something was, I just don't have words for it. Suffice to say it did something, moved around, animated itself,
something along those lines. Kinda like shining brighter, but with all sorta other stuff going on, like
vibration, but not exactly. They didn't move outta that same body shape, all that happened was going on IN
those bodies. Pulsing. That's sorta what it was like. Like each of those bodies had a really strong pulse
and you could SEE that pulsing. Can't remember now if they were pulsing in harmony or not when it first
started, but in a little while I recognized that they were all pulsing in harmony. Maybe they were breathing.
Didn't actually think energy bodies would need to breathe, but as I remember back it was sorta like that.
Then these bodies started swirling their colours. They held that same body outline shape on the outside,
one inside the other, but their colours started swirling around into the other bodies. Like those invisible
dividing lines 'went away' and the energies of those seven bodies could now be shared among all the bodies.
That's how it was when the movie 'ended'. The colours were just dancing around in there, but it looked
beautiful, not mismash. It looked what a rainbow might look like if it decided to do a little waltz.
All flowy and graceful...and so so so beautiful. There was even a physical sensation that went along with
it, sorta like electric shivers all over my body.
Not at all sure what that was about. I've gotten to the point though where I simply don't question anymore.
Not because I've developed a new layer of patience so much as I've learned that asking doesn't help, ya
just gotta wait until the next mental movie arrives to clarify things. Just lately I've sorta come to some
sorta agreement with my selfs. It might SOUND like I'm growing patience, but I suspect it's just the other
way round, I'm just soo comfortable here in my moment to moment flow I'm too lazy to be bothered asking.
Course I've got a thought or two. Maybe these seven bodies go away the same way chakras went away. I didn't
see that happen, but that's what came up for me now,recalling it. Maybe those bodies are our '3D suits'...maybe
we can get outta them? Dunno. I might think about it later. If I get in the mood. Right now I'm rejoicing.
Not to sure WHAT I'm rejoicing, or why. Just feels exactly right. AND it feels really really good