well the good news is that I can "feel" my environment changing around me
but yet I have no control over it and I don't what it is I need to do in order to be able to control it.

When I say my "environment" what I mean is it's like at random times the

"veil" slightly loosens around me and I can sense/ feel different things

from other worlds.

the only problem I have is that it is just "random" and I have no way to make it happen

thus I can't really "explore" it or anything.

I know that alot of times this could be explained as "blockage" of some sort like I need
to "let go of my anger" or deal with some sort of "trama" in my life ect
but I don't know of any "blocks" that are holding me back as I have let go of everything I can possibly think of.