Nice place, this place I'm in now. Don't have a word for it or anything, it's just that all the sharp edges and
corners seemed to have disappeared and everything is just flowing along so smoothly and gracefully it makes me
stop and gape sometimes. Almost like duality has lost some of its oomph! or something. It's THERE, I mean there
most certainly IS duality, but somehow it seems to stay outside the boundaries of my little personal space. I
can SEE duality, like the aftermath of Sandy and all the devastation it left behind, but at the same time it
seems equally valid that the storm DID lose strength and things coulda been a whole lot worse for those folks.
While I feel deep compassion for all those folks have to deal with now, at the same time it seems important to
note that PEOPLE took that storm's power away. People, all around the planet, sending prayers, lighting candles,
sending protective energies. Probably the world in general won't be aware of that fact, but WE KNOW don't we?
Not too sure how I can put this into words, but there seems to be a change in the very way things ARE. It's
like there used to be this space between being a 3/4D person and those times when we could feel ourselves acting
in a higher energy frequency. It first started ages ago when we had to learn to balance ourselves between the
Ds...living the 3/4D life while the biggest part of us was zooming off into the higher Ds whenever it got the
chance. We DID learn, and after awhile balancing between worlds became 'normal'. Now it seems there's this whole
new normal to adjust to. What makes it tricky is that there don't seem to be two sides or aspects to it. Like
before we had to balance BETWEEN two worlds...now I don't see anything like that. There don't seem to be two worlds
anymore, just one, and all the pieces fit together in such a way that there aren't any more 'in between spaces' left.
Like everything melded into everything somehow and it's all just one big picture...no more fractures, divisions, or
separations left in the mix. Everything feels spherical...no corners, or edges or angles...no stops/starts, just this
perfect continuity to everything. The phrase everything is everything takes on a whole new meaning...well, same meaning,
it just suddenly has such a DEEPER meaning that it used to. It's like everything is moving back into some sorta unity.
A unity that feels RIGHTER than anything I've ever experienced before. Like stuff that used to feel negative in some
way, like folks behaving badly toward one another and such, now just seems like the balancing agent to all the positivity.
It just seems right that everything balances everything else. It's kinda like I lost the 'separation lens' on my 3/4D
eyes. What once looked like division and separation now just looks like 'both sides of the coin' showing at the same
Now this is probably gonna sound a bit crackpot, but it's like you don't need to stop and think about things anymore.
Like ya just know what you're doing all the time, and there's never need to question our own actions. There's this
sorta seamlessness to everything. Like I might be doing one thing, then just move along to the next so smoothly and
automatically that I get kinda surprised when I find myself doing something different. As an example I spent a bit
of time out in my flower garden yesterday, and all of a sudden I sorta 'realized' that I stopped right in the middle of
what I was doing and did something else. Almost like waking from a daydream, but there's never any sense of not being
fully present. One minute I was digging weeds in the flower garden, next thing I knew I was cleaning out the chicken
house. I'm pretty sure I didn't disappear in one place and reappear in the other, so I musta made some sorta decision to
change jobs, but there was no consciousness of decision making. I was in the garden, then when I looked again I was
up to my elbows in chicken...well, you know. Sorta that same kinda feeling you get when you're driving somewhere you go
every day, and you sorta wake up in your own driveway without remembering the drive to get there. Like part of me was
just 'absent' or on auto pilot. But there's no sense of ever being 'away with the fae' or anything. You FEEL totally
present in the now moment...it's not like you space out or anything, it's just that the 3/4D awareness seems to be a bit
outta sync with what's actually happening and ya gotta sorta catch up with yourself.
Flowting. That's how it feels...just flowing along with whatever comes next, without much in the way of thoughts at
all. This sorta knowing that now moments come already 'prepackaged' and ya just gotta experience them as they arise.
No more feeling the need to be 'in charge' or have any so called 'control' over things. Thing just ARE as they ARE
and I'm part of the whole...functioning smoothly in my little 'place' here in this game we are playing out. It's
not like a regular kinda floating. You know, where you're just drifting around aimlessly without any direction or
anything. It's more like being so much a part OF the flow that you can no longer step outta the flow. In fact,
guess what it feels like is that I've BECOME the flow, instead of just 'hitching a ride' on it.
Stumbling around here. Kinda hard to find words to describe how this all feels. It's like I need to invent a whole
new language or something. Or maybe just remember the one we used to use before we got into this particular game.
Telepathy? Who knows? All I DO know is that this is all very magical and amazing and I'm having the MOST FUN!