I write this to you in all sincerity and honesty. I just need a little help, because I have not had any replies to any of these blog posts, and they are becoming such a regular thing... That, i sense, is going to change in a little bit for a little while, but still, I am wondering if this is a voice that should go silent, with all the silence I am encountering.
It's really ok to not post replies, it's normal, really, come to think of it. A newspaper writer doesn't get discouraged because she doesn't get inundated with phone calls telling she did good again.
But then again, this isn't a newspaper, and this isn't some objective, third-party story I relate. It's as raw as I have ever been, as honest and true and clear as I know how to be.
I ask this question, because I know everything has its own frequency. There is my site at tumblr.com, and I blog on another new-age newspaper, and get very positive feedback, which is fun, and there is dead silence here, and I feel as if I am inserting myself into something which would rather be undisturbed.
Or i could just be neurotic.
But could you let me know? If you would prefer I just not post here, remain silent. If there is anybody who is reading these things, please give a shout out, just so I can know if I should go somewhere else, a better fit. I can't tell right now how or if I am fitting.
So that's why I ask if you could please let me know if you do find these ok, if I should keep going here. I will do as you say, and allow your silence to speak for itself too.