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Journal Entry August 10th 2008:
THunder rumbles in the sky~ Incense burns and love surrounds and rises within me~ A stillness~ Like time and Earth stops to allow us to gain ground~ To sink our feet into the dirt, moist and cool, to become her~ To heal in her embrace~ The joy that makes a smile appear~ It is good~ It is well~ I AM here.

Yes, I am at a moment where I am simply...tired..Yet, I know what is happening around me. You'd think this would be a source of comfort..at times it is..In other words, when I read about how these are tumultuous times of change and with it comes that great companion..despair.

Just wanted to say I am back up and running on this world wide web! I had been stripped down to bare minimal..and have initiated a new foundation in life that I create through Divine guidance and love. It is amazing what we take for granted..like a soft bed, TV, phone, ....a roof over our head! I am ready to go forward on my path..and pray that I remain in the light to serve all, love all...

I am not able to get on here as often as I would like. I am dealing with so much right now with this seperation, living at my parents with my son, and moving into my own place in March. I don't even know what is up or down anymore..not a great place to be considering I had recently made strides spiritually. I now find myself anxious and tired trying to lay a new foundation for me and my son.

Well, I haven't written in a little time here...But, tonight I need to put this out there. I am saddened right now b/c I am going through a major life change..and I need so much strength to keep going...

I will lose it ALL~To find You~ I will die~ To find You~ In order to live the life I am supposed to live~ What will die? The pain~The battle~ The self destruction~~~Let this be my fall~ The ego lie back and allow the HEART to beat in UNISON with TRUTH~

March 28th, 2006. I had this intense and vivid dream:

My son is 2 years old. His birthday is July 1st, 2005. He is a very intuitive and sensitive child. A wise soul and I am honoured to be his mother. Several weeks ago, my Uncle had passed from cancer. It was a long battle, but it was still very hard because he was the first of my parent's generation (baby boomer) to pass away in the family. My cousins and I are all close in age.

At 11:11, November 11th, I sat at a park. Large field ahead with hills covered with trees of gold, amber, red, and orange. I quieted myself as I felt the rushes and waves of LOVE. Took deep cleansing breaths. I felt all my energy centers open and envisioned the greatest light...and wrote:

As we are all aware of what happened on 9/11/01, I believe this day was a big wake-up call for many. As for me, it was an elevated time just before and after the event. I knew something big was about to happen as I watched the news at work and voiced it to my friend Jen, "Just wait, something big is about to happen." 5 days later, it did.