My Ascension Blog Part 2: She's so Heavy

So last night, more strange things.  I'm sleeping, wake up and I become aware that my body feels so heavy.  I mean really heavy, like gravity is trying to pull me through the mattress and into the ground.  I've never felt so burdened by gravity before, as I am so dense and I just can't imagine having to drag my body around any more.  I was thinking, nobody ever complains about gravity, like "oh man, the gravity is really a bitch today."  We complain about hot, cold, rain, humidity, air quality, and just about everything else, but never "my body feels like a giant ball of lead which wants to descend into the molten core of the planet."  

I'm laying there feeling heavy and my higher self says "do you want to feel lighter?"  Well yes, yes I do.  So I feel the energy starting up, running up and down my spine, but I don't feel any lighter.  I said, "hey I don't feel any lighter."  The response was "we know what we're doing, give it time.  Really…we know what we're doing."  Okay then.

I started to think about what that would truly feel like to be less dense.  Would I bounce around like astronauts on the moon?  Would I levitate from my bed at night?  Would I be unable to open a car window for fear of being sucked out like a helium balloon?  Thank God for seat belts…we may need them for our desk chairs soon.

Today, my body feels like a giant ball of lead which wants to descend into the molten core of the planet.  So I guess it is going to take some time.