What has happened to me? I have forgoten how it feels to be satisfied and happy. Paranoia is overtaking me. My nights sleep is either very deep which is rare or interupted and light. After knowing one of my friends is HIV positive I have been really depressed. Add to that the amount of negative energy in the world and the earthquakes and cyclones. My faith is still restored and I feel the ascension but I was more carefree and happy. I hope this period ends very soon. There is too much suffering in the world and I have always been very sensitive to it. I always felt amazed at how much pain and terror humans can inflict. The world is soooo beautiful why does it have to have such ugliness on it? I know nothing anymore. Time passes. Time and space bound us. Although our intent is for light is strong the plan is unkown and God works in mysterious ways. Blessing all those who are in pain and in misery and wishing that light prevails and wisdom conquers.
Namasste
Rabie