My Awakening Dropped Like A "Bomb" On Me

After years of tourment, spending days waiting for something or someone to save me....it came my day of awakening September 8th 2007. It fell like a "bomb" was dropped on me...but of course it was a bomb of "awakening love."

I can't believe it...when I look back at all the times I wasted crying, feeling sorry for myself, overeating emotionally and just not wanting to exist. I felt so desperate at times...I couldn't find the strength to do anything...I missed out alot on life....I would stand in front of the mirror and look into my own eyes...I saw nothing...I felt nothing....I WAS missing.

Since the fall of the Twin Towers in New York, I started seeing the numbers 1111 and 911 on digital clocks. It was unusual...lol!! So I mentioned this to my father, who is knowledgeable with spirituality, and he told me it was a code from Heaven. I thought "okay?" but I let it go until 6 years later...until one day I woke up to 11:11 pm two nights in a row. Now these two nights were the last nights were I would spend the last time thinking about taking my life.....yes I was at the lowest point of my life.

So I googled "1111" and I winded up finding an 1111 Angel Message Board. But before I tell you more about what happened after joining this 1111 Angelic forum, I actually received all kinds of signs from Heaven. Throughout many years, I developed a liking to angels and I was never aware until a couple of months ago how my collection of angels took over my home. I started to collect any kind of cards with pictures of angels.....then came statues of angels....lol...I even had shower curtains with smiling cherubs on them. Also out of the blue....I began singing many or any songs with the meniton of angels in it. My favorite? "I believe in Angels" by Abba of course.

Anyways, I joined the 1111 Angel forum and met alot of wonderful people who understood about 1111 and became my angelic family. See on a Tuesday I joined the forum and learned about my "guardian angel" and how to invoke them etc. On a Saturday night, I was lying down in bed, I asked my angel for help, cried, and bared my soul......then it happened....a beautiful light shot across my bedroom wall. It was an "orb" and it was the most miraculous ball of light I've EVER seen with my own eyes. My reaction to it.....I gasped....I felt a shock to my whole body and soul...my most inner core was touched by God. God came to me..in my most desperate time and relit my fire, my desire to be loved and to live to tell it. He came to me....in person..not just as I use to think of Him as being up in only in Heaven...He delivered me....back HOME and RE-minded me of who I really was and that I was loved unconditionally. The "TRUTH" was revealed to me and I felt NEW....my life was given back to me. I was set "FREE"

I am NOW very grateful to have a second chance at life as my trueself. I have surrendered my life to God and to be an instrument/tool for all of HIS children.

Love and light to all who read this.

Liz

Child Of God