Oh man...do solstices suck.

Solstices really suck. They always do. And I forget that...until about a day or two before one, then hey...I remember. Or at least, I sink into a deep, dark empty place that seems to be no place at all. Everything seems stuck. On hold. Like someone is just riding that great big pause button in the sky. Things that seemed 'right' and energized are just...stuck. Nothing is resolving, nothing is moving, everything just...stalls out and feels shitty. Winter solstices are the worst. Those are the ones that make me suicidal. Summer solstices aren't quite that bad, but they have their own suckage factor. Yes, I used to watch Buffy. It helps for me to remember that they DO suck, so I can just ride it out and know that it WILL be over soon. I wanna send out love to anyone who's in this pit with me right now.

Namaste,

Satina