The energy of 'love'

A purely 5D world I imagine it to be one of gentleness, playfulness, softness, purity, colour, light, vibrancy, joy, ease and flow. I believe that in a 5D world the energy of love has no need to take any other form than this.

But we are not in a 5D world yet, and I believe that in the world today the energy of 'love' is given to us in many other forms. I believe that a high vibration energy of 'love' can be as hard as a rock. Harder in fact. As hard as the hardest substance known to man. And the higher the vibration of the being, the harder and more intense the energy of love can be. I believe that love can be explosively confrontational and shatteringly strong. It needs to be, to shatter fear.

Im not saying that soft love does not have its place with fear, I believe it does. There are times when a softer form of love can have dramatic effects on someone in fear. But I also believe that there are times when a strong energy of love is needed. I believe that love can tell someone to 'fuck off'. I believe that love can push you into putting your child in a cold shower in order to break a pattern of fear. I believe that love can tell someone to 'mind their own business'. I believe that love can walk away from someone in pain if its in that person's highest interest. I believe that love can go to war. I believe that love can look mean, controlling and cruel.

Maybe you are someone who is contracted to only ever experience the soft side of love. Lucky you! I much prefer to experience the soft side of love than the strong side of love, the intensity of strong love can leave me shaking. But what I believe is true is that you cannot know whether you are someone who is only here to experience soft love until you let go of your ideas of what 'love' looks like. And thats the purpose of this blog. Its to question whether the energy of love is always soft and fluffy all of the time. Maybe it is something more. But you cant know this until you let go of your preconceptions of what 'love' is. You cant know this until you stop telling God and the universe what 'love' looks like. You cant know this until you release your control of 'love'. It is only when we surrender our ideas of what things should look like, that we can experience the fullness of who the universe wants us to be and how the universe wants us to behave. Its only when we surrender that we can be shown what 'love' truly looks like.

I still dream of gentleness, softness, playfulness, purity, ease and joy. And the universe does give me these experiences sometimes. But more often than not at the moment I am asked to be something different. Something stronger. If I am indeed contracted at a soul level to be a 'wayshower' or a 'lightworker' and if I am here to help with the shift, then it makes perfect sense to me why I would be asked to demonstrate something different to soft love at the moment. And when this is all over, maybe we can all sit back in the sweetness of the late afternoon sun together and be grateful for those days in which we bickered through our issues together.

Yours in joy,
Andrew