Conflicting energies and the website.

Over the last few days there have been quite a few posts regarding conflicts or confrontations here on the website. Some people have been very upset or offended and others have tried to calm things down pointing out that we are all one and we should demonstrate love. All is well and good, but I wanted to point out some observations, albeit some rather obvious.

The website is a microcosm of the world/universe/macrocosm. We are reflecting here exactly what is going on "out there". "As above so below" so to speak. As the energies pulse and push we each are being pushed. I personally am thankful to have a place to come and express what I am feeling with the knowledge and understanding that though like minded we have our difference on definitions, time lines, observations or theories.

The Solstice ushered in a very strong energy and it is playing out here just as it is in the world. This will continue to happen in the coming weeks months and years. You see one of the beautiful things that we are is a filter for the the rest of the world. Do we really understand what it means to increase our capacity to love? To increase our light capacity? To increase our vibration? To release our fears? To rise to the occasion? To truly forgive? To surrender to the flow/will of God?

In my experience and opinion it has meant being open, vulnerable, exposed, but in that position I am a filter for the energies. As our capacity increases so does the amount we are given to transmute. This may sometimes come out in an way that is observed as confrontational or oppositional. It is just a reflection of the world's conflict with the energy. So many are resistant to moving forward. They love the duality. It is like a worn blanky that we may have had as children. They (and that includes some of us here) are frozen in their fear of leaving the past behind. Like a nervous bride on her wedding day. The realization is just too much for some. We here on the website are playing out some of that energy. What a gift and a blessing it is to be given the opportunity to do this for ourselves and others. So love can sometimes appear mean and confrontaional, it can disagree and be very contentious but that doesn't necessarily mean that is bad. There in this way is no judgement.

In these times it is not so helpful to stuff it and say that we should just love each other. Why? It is like trying to control the energies and control the universe. Love just lets it flow. It is like seeing a flood coming towards you and using twigs to stop the flow of water. You look ridiculous with a twig in your hand and you will likely be drowned in its wake. But if you stand from a point on the hill watching the water rush in and recede in due time you will notice the new life springing up where once there was desolation. From a different vantage you are able to see the flood for what it is. A gift. You observe the destruction of the weeds and the emergence of new beautiful hearty species that is no longer being choked by the overgrowth. All is as it should be, perfect. Love sometimes lets things play out because the outcome well outweighs the the immediate situation.

It is like childbirth. Labor pains are HELL!!!!! Especially without pain killers. Any mother can tell you that in the heat of the moment the least helpful thing anyone can tell you is "BREATHE" As you are screaming! What the f*ck do you think I am doing? You scream, cuss, yell, grab the contributing party by the neck screaming don't ever come near me again! EVER! You blame everyone for the pain. You scream at the nurse that you can't do this. You traumatize your mother. And then.... a miracle.. Relief, joy, overwhelming love, heart bursting JOY JOY JOY!!!!!! Nothing you've just experienced matters anymore. You don't even remember. You look into the eyes of the miracle that just took their first breath in this beautiful new world.

So next time people are ranting or expressing their experience with the difficult energies instead of saying "remember to breathe please", it may be more helpful to remember that it is labor pain, nothing more nothing less. It just is, and JOY is just on the other side. Until we are each manifested in a 5D environment/world there will be conflicting energies and the website will reflect that. As the pulses increase the more people will be expressing what they are filtering. The only thing we can do is look at our fears of what it means to let it play out. What are we afraid will happen if the flood is destructive. What will happen if we do nothing? What will happen if we show our vulnerability? What will happen if we allow someone else to show theirs? What will happen as I choose to see him/her as the filter of the energy that is shifting? What will happen if I look at this conversation as a gift? What will it mean if I allow conflict? What will it mean if I stand on the hill and watch the flood waters rush in? What will happen if I allow nature/creation/universe/God take its destined course in the birthing of a new world?

What if I choose joy, peace, freedom and surrender?

Yours in joy,
Jenn