It's not easy to be a Light Worker

Tell me about it, you know when you become a Light Worker, when you label yourself as one, there's this idead that automatically triggers your mind. One has this ideas that you have to be this perfect being that make little or no mistakes. You expect too much of yourselves and others.

Being a Light Worker is not just about friendship, or healing, is much more farther than that, is about opening your conciousness to a new world, to other worlds, to other realms, to your own divine light and godliness. For some of us is still hard to deal with these things, it's still a challenge. You don't want to say the wrong things, you don't wan to do the wrong things because we are afraid to be judge by others, but mostly by oursleves.

When I became a member of this community, I felt as if I have signed up for school, because it's a school. You have teachers, students, bullies, counselors and so on. So nope, is not easy to be a LW. You are sometimes judge, many times praised and few times attacked. I choose to be a healer, I choose to be learn and put aside differnces between me and others that I migt of have any disagreement. I choose to LOVE instead of arguing, even though as I said before, I am not here to get an approval stamp, I am not here to please everyone, because that's just impossible.

When you are in school you have to find activities that suit your mind, believes and make the best of it. Be friends or at least try to be friends with everyone, and if you can't make friends, snuggle with your own self, with God and your spiritual guides, after all, they will never judge you, point a finger at you or punish you.

But in the midst of all the drama, that sometimes I encounter, I am still very grateful to be here, because this is a school, a spiritual school. I have made the best of friends here, and sometimes we might not agree in everything, but that's what this school is about, is about teaching each other, about loving each other as they are without critizising, is about knowing that when you master your skills, you'll be able to tutor others on those areas where once you were weak and couldn't pass the test on. My goal? I just want to learn to be more accepting , less judgemental and more flexible towards those who can't understand my points of view. I want to fully LOVE without conditions.

Darien