Personal Development W/ a Kick!

A lot of things have been happening in my life! They have been happening rapidly, more rapidly than ever before. I have been reading some material daily through email that is sent to me about the ascension process that the whole world is going through. The changes in my life are happening faster and faster and those who no longer serve a purpose in my life as I know it to me right now, well, they just disappear from being in my life on a regular basis! I remember a time when it took forever to work through my issues and now it's here one minute and gone the next! Some times it's flabber ghasting! If you can catch my drift! Lol!!!! My healing has been fanominal and my growth and knowledge of what I'm capable of as a spiritual being is just mind blowing sometimes!!!! I can't express that statement enough! When I use my belief or my trust and faith to manifest then massive blessings happen. I've learned a way to manifest that is mind blowing to me but, it works every time. Every Time and all it amounts to is how deep does your belief that the Universe will deliver to you whatever it is that you truly desire? I have used this tool so many times and it wasn't until lately that I started taking my words and how I spoke them seriously! The power of words can make you or break you! It's really just up to us as individuals how our lives are managed. As long as we move in a forward direction towards what we want then it will come to us, but we can also stop it with our thinking along lines that are not in alignment with who we are or where we are going. If what we are doing is not in alignment with our true purpose then we will keep our good from us by how we are in our lives. I heard a young girl this morning in a 12 step group talk about how god kept letting her down and while she was talking, I heard my guidance tell me that when I have expectations of someone filling my every need then I'm setting myself up to become disappointed. It was very sad, that she was talking that way, but I've gone through this in her state of mind new in sobriety and not knowing which end was up because I couldn't think straight just yet. My heart went out to her, she felt like God didn't love her for the reason she was given something and then god took it away. I knew instantly that all those things that were given an then taken away were just tests of faith! if you will! A Chance to go deeper into, instead of out of "Faith."
I'm just so grateful to be on the other side with my faith, sometimes, my faith is tested and I balk in the face of it. But, I always come around when I realize what it is that I need to do in the moment!
Then the gratitude comes in and I can know that it was a test to go deeper into my faith and not run away from myself or the situation or even the person! I'm just really grateful to doing what I do today and loving what I do, and being who I am knowing what I know! I hope that everyone out there has the most wonderful day!
I Love you all!
namaste',
Beacon o' Light!