After a lot of scattered thoughts, visions and emotions, I have decided to make a visionboard.  The thing about visionboards are that they remind you what you actaully want in your life and to focus on them passively or actively--depending on how much time you have.  The beautiful part is that keeping them passively in the background where you see/look at them every day is enough!  Soon, your mind becomes emmersed in these passive thoughts that gradually and gracefully become your reality.
These are the things I am actively and passively creating in my life...
- Abundance - in Money and All That I Need
- A Successful Career as an Artist
- Become a Successful Writer
- Move 100% Beyond All Rage/Negative Emotions
- Be the Calm Within the Storm
- Be 100% Debt Free
- Have  A Dream House in Nature
- Everything is Perfect
- Fearless Confidence
- Focused Mind
- Have a Group of Friends Who I Connect Deeply with and Remind me to Laugh and Have Fun
- Become Proficient in Cooking Healthy Meals
- Harmony in My Home and Family
- Own a Hybrid Van
- Own a Travel Trailer Perfect For Long Trips
- Display Impeccable Joy Every Moment
- Inspire Millions
-  Become a Leader in My Community
- Have Perfectly Organized Spaces
- Be in Perfect Shape and Balance
- Become a Truly Powerful Woman
- Display Love and Respect in all My Relationships
- Exist in a Self Created Reality That is Synchronistic to My Needs and Wishes
- Acquire Total Harmony and Integration With the Family That Raised Me as Well as my New Family
AND SO IT IS BECOMING!