He´s away right now my twin

He´s got too many problems. Right now, I can´t talk to him.
His world suddenly collapsed. Can it have something to do with our meeting?

1/1,5 month from now, he got to know that his tenants would move from his house,
that´s too expensive to live in by his own,alone. The plan is, we are going to live there
in the future. They just moved out now.

He works at contracts and his contract just ran out, and they have´nt reniewed it. some
uncertainty if they would or not, but they have not.
So now he´s looking for new job too. I hope he´ll find some soon.

He doesn´t want my help, when I might be able to help him,maybe not all but some.
He says he´ll manage. Well.. I have to let him..

He told me, that he can´t stay online IM and chat with me,just some time for a few minutes,
because of his problems he has to solve, and two in one set.
Okay, I respect that.. I catched him anyway in sunday, there he was stressed and tense.
We talked short and everything was fine. still not wanted my help even if I might get some
money to help him(not all but some)

I have a feeling... I don´t know, what´s going on... I know he told me, but anyway.
Probably, he doesnt want to tell me everything.
Okay I don´t have to.
Im speculating.

I had to go to bed very early yesterday, and I use to stay up, see if he´s online. but he wasn´t.
I text him that i went to bed(texting him but no reply it´s like that all the time same as email,
because he thinks "it´s too expensive",besides he doesnt like to text. and email- he has only
wrote me some and that was in the beginning)

And this morning, I can see, he´s online, but with that symbole on that tells he´s not here.
I don´t know how to read this.. but I understand he´s been online, after me. well I know he´s
looking for solutions and I know he´s got a sister, he talks to.
But I can´t help I´m a bit sad and annoyed he´s not wrote me a message.. or let´s his IM be online
all night.. and he KNOWS I have things to do and can´t be around.
but haha today I get IM at my phone so he will be surprised=)
but anyway.. feels like betrayal.. in some kind I can´t explain..
so I´m pissed at him right now.

What do you think of all this?
with love Miamaria