Im pretty sure the world isnt what i was told it was....

This is out of great interest, to see if there are other people that are experiencing what i am and maybe more... to create a sense of peace.

I see white light everywhere, tiny little white light flying around and in the dark its more intense... i have never seen pitch black. The world to me actually looks like a hologram glimmering... and also feel an intense tingle over my entire self. I have shown the tingling feeling to a few i have trusted, sometimes i feel intense colds in different areas of my body that kinda release a thought that can one be explained as a story but instant this is the same for warm feelings.... to describe what i have seen would class me as insane i believe.

I also feel its not a conversation to be had with people you know… Its as if it has all been made mad mans talk through tv, news, professions and people just wanting to hold onto what they feel is real to not complicate things.

I sometimes see things moving around... this happens when i increase the tingling feeling... I can only explain it as either an increase in white light or a decrease in white light. I think there spirits but im not sure… and will not assume what they are.

One time when i was increasing the tingle, when i was younger... i was sitting alone in a forest. I was looking out in front... looking with out the ignorance of understanding just looking. I seen a white spirit and a black spirit either side in the distance, i cleared my mind of them and continued to look and increase the tingle with them still there... instantly everything i was looking at was no longer there... i could only see a white circle where my peripheral vision ended and inside i seen 100s of diamonds... contrasting light to dark green, every diamond shape creating a pattern. When i seen this i wasn’t scared at all.... but i had a thought that brought fear... wanting to stay there but not knowing where it might lead... so it stopped not by choice.

Something linked close to the experience above... I was at a party in the country, When im with people i don’t really listen to what they’re saying i just enjoy feeling and connecting, I find if I listen im brought into some ones reality like a man charming a snake... which is the only way i can describe it... After time i started to daze into the night sky... and started to see alot of green lights for some reason, i decided to look at one... this light formed into a shape exactly the same as what i seen 8 months early in the forest... but it was a green outline of the same shape, as i was looking at the light it was as if it had entered me... on some lvl… I have a feeling I know what this is… As I was sitting there during this I notice a girl take interest in what I was doing… when I stopped I asked what she seen… she described the same image.

I have seen a person’s face change into a devil once… was scary… this person was a spiritual person as she described herself…. She was older and told me a spirit wanted me to see the she was a devil in hope that I would attack her.. ??? Im not saying she right or wrong… but I don’t listen to my own explanations of what’s going on so didn’t listen to her also… I have a good feeling what was actually going on there but my perceptions don’t really matter.

With this tingle I experience I enjoy finding out more about it… there was a time when I was 22 I was sitting in a sofa at my house…. Really nice day… so I sat there and just wanted to feel the tingle over my body its very nice… I felt it build at the bottom of my back… just on my spine… it continued to grow up my back till it hit my head… when it hit my head everything again disappeared and all I seen was white light… there is no way to explain the bliss I was feeling over my body… once this ended I still felt this electricity all over my body… I felt connected to everything… and at peace… I seen a pot plant so decided to pass what I was feeling to the plant… when I did that… I see the plants leaves move and the reed around it move… so after that when I lay in my bed I build the tingle and connect with the dream catcher above me and it too moves… kinda fun… I don’t do it very often now though.

There’s a lot more but just some of the stuff going on… feel free to contact for a chat

I will continue to share alot more that has happened over time and also new experainces that may happen

Kind Regards

Daniel

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