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...Namaste...
I honour that place in YOU in which the entire Universe dwells.
I honour that place in YOU which is of love,light and peace.
And when YOU are in that place in you and I am in that place in me.
WE ARE ONE.

It is a beautiful word and we all are truly an extension of that word
I Send it out... as far as i can reach and i hope that one day it can reach all of you in one form or way
im 20 years old...change is coming
but i feel like i,ve been here for a time
been waiting for awhile for something to happen
and now that i have found you guys i gotta start steppin up, i feel like im writting the introduction to a really long book MUCH LOVE and thanks for listening
im so inspired by all of you and though im so eager to turn the pages i kno that i have got to understand the passages before i should turn to the next chapter...in my past i have done the reverse and in some ways i have paid dearly... but with my new found strength in God and the beautiful souls that pervade this website my plans are evoling each day and my dreams are now in cueing up to manifest like a 3 day camp out in a concrete jungle to talk to the Tickittec Master

where to start...

i was born at the bottom of the south island in New Zealand, from where my mothers family resided...the land were the homestead stood was steeped in darkness and because there was no awareness there was undue pain caused.
my fathers family hailed from the far north where the land is alive and the families love and clossness breathes hope.
i have a great journey ahead of me...
When i was born i was a cesarian baby i was being choked by the unbilical cord
and my mother and i flatlined a few times
when i was growing up i remember have the same occuring dream that i was climbing up some kind of pyramid though everytime i made my way up the steps the whole ground would shake i remember being afraid with the great sound and i would tumble down to start again.
when i moved from new zealand we came to call australia home
i adjusted as best i could, i finished school and i began working with my dad building and stringing the high voltage towers as an apprentice there i learnt about working as a trady and how to waste all my money which i am not proud of and i will remember as my past ignorance...
Although i came to know of the beauty of the land and also the harshness of it and for that i am forever grateful that i worked were i did.

A fan tail once caught my attention when it figured eighted in front of me serveral times i also had the honor of seeing a wedge tailed eagle. Though however hard the work was and no matter how beautiful the land was i still fell into the trap of addiction with smoking tobbaco and mariwana i believed it to be helping me writting music and also getting in touch with my spritual side, and yes in some ways i believe it did have an affect of sorts but what it also did was affect me to the point that all my inner ego took all the information that i read and everything that i observed through everyday life and it twisted and distorted it into my own personnel prison of which i was caught up in numbers angles body language words and my own dictated perception which was percieved by my ego.
i believe that this was the cause of my schizophrenia of which i overcame by quitting smoking.But because of the affect that i had on myself and because of all the information i obtained for myself i believe i may have affected the things around me that i was thinking of at that time i thought that i was communicating with people from around the world i thought i was communicating with people from other planets diminsions and also inside the spritual world while i was working in a place called mount beauty i was heavily addicted to weed and i began reading the bible there i found ezikel were the words in his passages made me think that i had been chosen to speak and help the dead, 787 ekziel verse 10 i took the passage that i thought was about me and i kept it with me, though through moving around and my stupidity i lost the words and now i must journey to find them once more.
I believe myself to have 3 main guardians so to speak of I love them all dearly and wish to be close with them so i can hear there thoughts and listen more intensly to there guidance, this is difficult however as my thrid eye has not been able to function properly if someone could help me with understanding myself or maybe pointing me in right direction of were to go, i would be thankful.
My mother i know to have celtic blood flowing through her veins i have always felt close to nature and the druida of the land inspire me to walk as they once did, However my fathers side is that of the maori it flows within me i must answer the call of my path and also learn the ways of my ancestors, there are also many past lives that i must explore and there are issues that i will need to solve
it has been whispered to me that i may be an Arbitrator of sorts
I believe that me and Gaia have a deep bond i am one of her protectors, I also want to aid her in any way she would ask of me if anything i would be honored to heal her pain and to bring awareness to just how much of an effect we have had on her also i wish to find Gods eternal truthes which pervade thru us all, so that we as humanity can stop living in the perceptions of God that we have held in such high esteem when really i believe they have caused much pain and suffering because of seperation and dictating what is god and what is not... when really what we have not taken seriously is something that may save us...one of the greatest tools is our past
when i first fasted i dreamt of a panther that was above my teepee on a branch it jumped down and it nudged me lovingly face to face, i believe this to be one of my totem animals.

Spritually im still finding myself, though i know for sure that i will seek the eternal truthes, and i know one of them to be Christ, a good place to start although i for some reason think that i may have to wade
Anywaiz...

I have this dream that one day i'll be able to make it to the big time and become a reknowned performer, so that i can send the truth i have been given out in my song, i wish to become a Musical Warrior like so many have before me and i believe that it is one of the most powerful ways of making a difference.
My name is Gys, SPEAKUP because i believe the youth of this world need to voice there opinon, and being one i rekon its about time i voiced my opinion

anywaiiz i just thought i'd write this out to uz all so if anyone comes on my page they can get an idea of where Gys came from but im sure u already knew that... i love this place and im sure we as a community will have a far reaching impact on the issues surrounding the world at this time, together... we are Love rest assured imo ALWAIZ try and get bak to ya much love much love
i be ur gen y souljah anydai

Herez one of my rymz...well it least it kinda does

my eyes begin to open
and my vison gets clearer
im only hearin the voices in my head
so im gettin nearer
to insanity
with every passing blink
those demons try to shrink in sink my dreams
so im continually on the brink
and not knowin is the divine on my side or am i the oppisition
i'd never want to be but exatly what is my position
the war games in my head
make me as sharp the edge
that i,ve created out of these serrated statements
im pacin lookin at the angle of the slope
move the weight upon my sholders
the first step i take with hope
and faith i'll mold and create somthin great but
the aura of the world ain't fake its made by those that hate
to keep us down another reason
why i can no longer brake alleclerate
at the highest speed i can maintain
towards those barriers up in front of me
the wise sed ain't nothin in this life free
so
i'll work wit my hands while they bleed
walk my feet numb just to escape from this prison
the realism that they made has gotta be the greatest sin
in to keep humanity apart co-operation kept in the dark
by hiding the spark
but im bringin it bak the only way i kno how
and imo keep on movin honored by the scars
i collect the false truthes i reject
turn the tables all the uneeded bad i'll collect
alchemically transmute to cause the effect
do my best to wreck the plans that reject
social and world wide betterment
my name be Gys n i can't settle for less
than my soul screams for
im here to help thats my call shud be ours but im ready to roll the ball
against negativity and with that i can never fail
hail
to the greastst ones that have suffered
and the ones that by higher standards never ammounted to nuffin
you,ve inspired a child to walk the longest miles
i may not survive but the family will still get to see the sunrise

Yea been writting for about 3yrs or so maybe longer im seriously no good at keeping count or memory (but im makin progress) people say im forgetful but then i just trip em out by sayin all the infoz goin into that universal wide collective consciousness thingy which i believe to be quite a scary thing to think about

i really care about this world so i plan to make a difference and the way i see easiest for me would be to become a musician and with all that fire i see in the performers creating these daiz i kno itz gotta be done...yer for sho im going to have to give the majority wat it wantz for awhile but as a someone once sed it doesn't just depend on the pebble, the main thing is that i share the love and truthes that i have

C.O.P.E

Gys.