I am really at a loss for words right now. So much has happened within the last 24 hours and I just have a hard time understanding it. First of all, we found out that my husbands 11 year old niece is probably being or has been molested. This morning my 18 year old daughter called to tell me that her best friend was raped & beaten last night & is in the hospital and I just found out that a friend who has been in the hospital for the last week died this morning, leaving behind her husband & 3 children. I am trying to wrap my head around it all. I feel bad because I really just feel numb. I am trying to figure out how to help, but my heart is just as confused as my head. The thing is I don't feel as bad for the friend who passed as I know she is home, but I don't know what to do for her family other than cook them a meal and start a fund for the family. I am devastated by my daughter's best friend's ordeal. She is only 18 and now her spirit is broken. I am praying the she isn't ashamed to be herself and let some psycho(it was a woman)shame her into hiding from her true self (she is a lesbian). I am devastated by my niece because she denies the whole molestation and, as frustrating as it is, we are trying to gain her trust (something she has never had) so that she feels she has a safe haven and can confide in us. I understand that these are lessons, but the bombardment of them is somewhat overwhelming. It's so hard to know what to say and do and this feeling of helplessness is frustrating. My beliefs are very different than most people and I know that people have to go through many things in each lifetime in order to learn what they need to in order to evolve, but it's not an easy thing to watch. I am asking you, my lightworker family, to please pray for them all so that they may heal from all of the turmoil & devastation that they are experiencing.
My love and gratitude to all of you,
Deb