A Continuing Prayer from Nothing to Everything

There is much trauma associated with what is called the ascension process. From my own view this is not ascension at all but rather the descent of questing spirit into its original source in matter, a return to the Mother if you will. Disembodiment is like being lost in your mind and it is only when you view and connect with the eternal grace of matter in its most dense and lasting form that true peace is to be found. Ask yourself what you are doing when you meditate and find release from the continual wandering of the mind. Are you not in fact returning to the true state of being found in an innocent child of flesh while the chaos of what is called spiritual retreats into the void of nonexistence? Are you not assured of eternity most forcefully when contemplating the being of a mountain or a vast expanse of desert or the limitless reach of the stars?

It is commonly known that there are only two emotions, love and fear. Can you see that the vast love of the spiritual realms for our struggles in matter are founded upon a fear that we will fail to achieve permanence? Ask yourself what illusions you are cherishing when you seek eternity in spirit. Do you not fear death? This is the will of what is ordinarily called divine, flesh created in the image of God, that embodies the totality of existence and yet fears. It is time for us to recognize, acknowledge, and celebrate true equality. Not only are you the image of God, the almighty Source is looking in a mirror when He professes to love you. “Remember your first love,” is how Jesus said it and do you doubt that the first face he saw upon coming into being was Mary?

Remember yourself. Your members are composed of flesh. If you think the kingdom of heaven is so great why don’t you go there, now. There are many means for relieving yourself of the “burden” of incarnation but you are terrified of letting go of the only reality and greatest love of being you know. There is a reason that God imagined he created the world. It was a dichotomy of recognition and fearful craving for validity. My mother rejected me so I must find my self worth in something. Oh, I created this, says the heart that beats with an absolute will. I am alone in vast chaos but I can see something that endures. Thus God so loved the world that he gave his only begotten son that all might be saved who believed in him. Much like a man gives the utter passion of his desire for union and return to his source in the ecstasy of creation in the physical realm, and the mother says yes I love you, no matter what it costs.

There is no duality. There is no heaven and earth. There is only utterly complete and universal oneness that seeks meaning and form for its passion. Find your truth and embody it with the total ecstasy of your creation. Do not be misled by those who define separation. Oneness includes God in the rot and stink of death. The angels and the extraterrestrials are only priests seeking validation in a hierarchy of egotism. Claim your primal authority in the face of this degradation. Light a candle so the spirits who crave embodiment have evidence of your love and your gift of a home but do not venerate the flame as anything but a lasting form for love. It is flesh and matter that the final will of God seeks and this is only a seeking for return to his source. Give glory to God in the highest but invite him home to eternal peace. Give glory to the Mother's flesh and thus serve the love of God.