So, I wasn’t going to say anything about today but...

Current mood: adventurous
Category: Life

Something extra-hilarious happened to me.

Ok, let's give the background.

A year ago I broke up with my last bf.

I've been single for a whole 365 days.

And I wasn't gonna say anything because, well, it is relevant and not...

But for some strange silly reason, I remembered a singer called Jimmy Ray.

So, I happily logon to youtube and here on myspace to see what songs are online...

And I watch a video...

And I go... whoaaaa!!!

My mind was blown away.

I finally understood my crazy obsession with my ex... see... I had a humongous crush on Jimmy Ray when I was 19.

Hahahaha!

He is identical!!! Only with shorter hair....

Ah, the one I loved is gone... it's criminal, I know... ya bye bye love!

I just found it so damn funny that today, of all days, I remember Jimmy Ray, I see a video, and an epiphany hits me LOL

What is so cool though is that I don't think about him with hatred nor pain... I guess it took me a LONG time to heal this wound, but I am finally putting it past me.

And I don't feel super sad nor desperate... I guess I'm growing up.

What else? Well, I had a fruitful day.

I cut my hair and I look gorgeous!!! I am losing weight too, so I look very nice! I am so happy with myself.

My back is still killing me... I'm going back to therapy tomorrow and I still have to do some excercises...

And a good potential project (actually two) seem to be coming my way, so I am EXCITED!!!

I feel free... horny too, and it is sad!!! I am sad because I lost the love of my life number... hmm, I lost count... I still keep dreaming about him... ah beautiful dreams, keeping me sane... oh how much I like him and now it's definitely over before it even began hahaha.

Ah well... what is a girl to do... but smile onwards and hope for the best ;)

Love in the shape of Jimmy Ray shake shake-a-shake...

Da Fae.

P.s:

Damn I like skinny guys... I want one... know of any one who'd want to have fun with me? *wink wink*