Jaella's blog

I've noticed lately that people, myself included, spend so much time doing things. Your entire life is about doing this or that. Losing weight, getting another job, getting a job in the first place, getting a car, getting a family, a mate, a house, an outfit, getting somewhere, always getting and doing.

Orange sky,
transparent lady
was I sleeping?
maybe.

I asked her what I was
she motioned all around me.

I asked her what I was
she put dirt in my hand.

I asked her what I was
she pointed to a tree.

I asked her what I was
she showed me a grain of sand.

I asked her what I was
she motioned towards the sea.

I asked her what I was
she said,
'Part of the plan.'

each fracture tells a story
some places look unbroken
those hurt most

if you take it
take care
if you break it
she cuts deep

"I can fix anything with three tools."

a heart requires
only one

fix it

Have you noticed very few people stop to hear the answer to that question? I wonder why people even ask it. I think it has more to do with social conditioning than people actually caring how you are. And then for those that answer, do you ever really tell the truth? Do you ever tell how you're really doing?

Today is Valanthria's birthday!!! (a.k.a Batwoman)

Go to her page and leave lots of goodies!!!

:-)

I've noticed a certain 'behavior' with certain 'spiritual types.' In fact, i noticed it in myself years ago and it took awhile to correct. It seems that when people start to 'wake up' they adapt this ultra 'all is love and peace philosophy.' You might start to feel guilty for cursing, drinking, driving too fast, meeting someone and not liking them automatically etc....

I played hooky from work today. I woke up and thought I was going to go but just felt energetically i needed to stay home today. I called my boss and left him a message to sign me out for the day and that i'd be in tomorrow. Turned over, and went back to sleep. Then the weirdness happened...

The energy in the city I live in is very dense and it's often a bit difficult to see the lights in people. I have to shield alot so as not to become mired in it. This morning I was reminded, as I have been often lately that the lights are out there even if they're difficult to see at times.

What an odd day...