twilightshine's blog

it is late and i am overtired.
but the miracles keep flowing!
and i cannot stop my own flow of gratitude...

tomorrow is a day of "catching up"
a lot has been happening and there is a lot of organizing to do

organizing myself so i will remain organized--if that makes sense!

i have just one message: I LOVE YOU...
there is no harm in saying it
by you i mean
all of you

tomorrow morning defines a lot for me.

i am meeting with a social assistance worker.
yes, i will need financial aid for a short period until i have my baby and my 1 year old is in daycare.
(my mother is horrified that i have this need and have "gotten to this point")

i feel blessed and abundant, with 2 children and a beatufiul little family

the challenges have been cascading and infinite these days.

back pain...being alone with my 1 year old (and difficulty carrying him)...moving back to canada...the endless negativity of my parents...physical, emotional and mental exhaustion....

but i am...

and that is enough
and that is whole
i feel the presence of the lightworkers i do light work with
i dream with them

i look forward to returning to canada. the apartment seems perfect and i finally view my parents from a distance, as 2 people who gave birth to me but not people that give me love, acceptance or clarity. i will treat them with respect and distance and appreciation for what they have done for me. i have a strange confidence that my partner will find his inner peace as i have found mine.

these days, there is much, much healing needed in my own world. i feel i am definitely not unique in this situaion--we all need healing, in abundance, every day, flowing until our spirit stands in its own being...

Callum is a little boy who has been mis-dagnosed with ADD. His mother practices reiki on him currently but he needs more support. Here is what she says (goldenrunner from lightworkers):

please let me know and we will work on whatever it is: situation, event, illness, etc. via collective distance healing and prayers.

thanks:)

wishes are powerful and real.
the magic of the wish will bless your life.
practicing wishing with your intent will bring you the most miraculous realities
if it is miracles that you seek

we, who believe in miracles are blessed.
for it is a journey to arrive here.
the capacity to BELIEVE is real and powerful
bringing what we believe to us