Today in Meditation I walked with mother earth. She connected with me in my own environment at first. She walked me through my own yard and garden. I became one with the trees and flowers growing there. She reminded me of how she feeds both my need for food and beauty all around me there in my garden. Then she flew me over many of her magnificent landscapes, past caves, mountains, waterfalls, and valleys. Snowy peaks and cliffs passed beneath our feet untill we came to a place up high where we could sit as one and look out over the lovely countryside. She told me, "You love Me" It was not a question but a statement of fact. "YOU LOVE ME"

She showed me a friend whose presence in my life at this time I do not understand. He is unlike most men I am attracted to. She showed me this man and said "He is afraid of God" Your presence represents Gods unconditional love and forgiveness. Everytime out of his ignorance he hurts you, you forgive and continue the relationship. You are guiding him back to himself. Because you know how not to take it personally you will not be permanently scared by his pain, you will consume it and transform it, healing him and then yourself.

Then she touched me at the heart of what troubles me the most. I have not worked for going on two years and every time I decide to get a job, it seems to elude me. But all of my needs have been met during this time. She said, "You love me, I will take care of you. Are you not well provided for? If I tell you to pack a bag and only what that bag can hold of all your possessions. Walk out the front door and say goodbye to all the things you have gathered over your lifetime." ( My heart is breaking as she speaks for this is the thing I most fear, losing my house and not being able to provide a place of refuge for my kids. Even though only one is still under 18) And go alone to a place that I will show you, just do it. Haven't I always taken care of you. Even if the ravens had to bring you meat while you sit under a tree. I will always take care of you. The trees will through it's fruit at your feet and you will know it is I." ( The tears are flowing down my face) "The cares of this world Mysteria, is this not what Jesus warned you of in the parable of the sower. Do not allow the cares of this world to steal the seeds that have been planted. All of this is temporal and will soon pass
away. You are fertile soil. You are Love.

Knowing that all she said is true. I wept profusely, not wanting anything to keep me away from destiny. Least of all material things. The day is coming when we will ascend into another plane and leave behind all that we think is of value here. The only thing we can carry are the relationships we have cultivated here. I do not want that any should perish. That is why Jesus came. He is the ultimate way shower. But we have also become Christ consciousness and are showing others the way. The freedom we possess gives us the ability to cultivate many quality relationships and understand that no one can own another human being. Therefore jealousy is of non effect. Love, Love, Only Love