Help the world assend?
Guide all forces to the end?
Help this world come alive?
That is our purpose here yes?
Then why are we not doing out jobs
why are we sitting around, doing nothing about it?
Yes some indeed are doing their part,
but what about the rest?
Sitting around
causing chaos
disrespecting others
hating because we're different.
Does this sound like a lightworker to you?
Not ot me
<3

OUR PURPOSE
In these times of fear,
when we believe,
the earths end is near.
When we all run around
so affrid, and so scared
Then all look to us
we who are the guiding light
to shine so bright
So they can see our light.
The light that will put all to ease
The light to make fear forgotten
then as our light shines so bright
that thats near is seen
all shall know
theres no need
For such
TO BE

CAN'T LET YOU GO

I may not get to see you as offten as I'd like, I may not get to hold you in my arms all through the night, but deep in my heart, I truely know, you're the one I love, and I can't let you go.

I DIED FOR LOVE

I sit in the park where I dwell, for this boy I love so well, he took my heart away from me, and now he wants to set me free.

I see a boy upon his lap, he says things to him, things he would never say to me; I ran home to cry on my bed, not a word to mother was said.

Uncle came home late that night. He looked at me from left to right; He saw me hanging from a rope; He took his knife, to free my neck, and on my vest a note was found:
Dig my grave, Dig it deep.
Dig my grave, from head to feet,
And ontop place a dove;
And remember I died for LOVE

HOW MUCH I LOVE YOU
Everyone hates hearing me talk about you, and all my friends call me stupid for wanting to be with you. They all say I could do a hundred times better then you. But nobody knows, how MUCH I love you.

DISAPPEAR
I know he doesn't want to be with me, he wants to be with him.
I'm not going to interfer, I'm just going to sit back, and watch my whole world
DISAPPEAR

HAUNT
You say I stalked you
You say I watched you
and to some extent that
may be true
you dised my style
you said some shit
and for that
I cannot forgive you
I said I love you
You said it too
so what the fuck is the matter with you
You took my heart
and played some ball
so for that
I will betray you
You wanted to stay friends
but then laughed in my face
Why are you so crule
You shatterd my heart
and incinerated my soul
Why am I such a fool
I love you
I hate you
Why am I so confussed
I always see you
I always hear you
Why do I still think about you
My heart it binds me
Why must you bind me
Please relese me from your chains
Why must I hear you
Why must you taunt me
Why must I listen to your very voice
I see you walking
I hear you laughing
Your voice is drilled into my head
Oh Goddess help me
Oh Goddess save me
Take me from this living world
Oh make me happy
PLease let me be happy
Take me from this wretched life

MEMORIES
Memories float back to me
memories of you,
ans what use to be
I sit in Drama and want to cry
and at the same time
I just want to die
you may not know
what i'm going through
but I go through so much
cuz I still love you
When I see you in the hallways
I just have to cry
But I cant
I would rather die
I know I might seem
quite obsessed
but because you
I see no rest
your voise in my head
your taste in my mouth
I can't get rid of it
but I have no regret
why do you linger
with in my mind
Hurting my heart
and Destroying my soul
you may say
you do not do this
and to you it
may be true
but you do it
you do it constantly
my mind has gone to mush
my emotions I can not
control
I'm in a spiral of saddness
that only you
can control
Save me from this maddness please
Save me from the Dark
save me from a Broken heart
Before i kill myself
Now my eyes
are red from tears
and my heart
has turned to dust
You are the only one
I thought I
could Trust

ALONE
Many Tears that I have cried
into many peices has my heart shatterd
So because you...
I the never ending darknes lyes
by broken hearted body dies, for all of time
never sleeping, never eating
waiting
hoping
praying...for you
to return to me
I know what I wish, will never come true.
I love you with all my heart,
you are someone I could never replace..
but now everything has fallen apart
and noe tears of lost love
pour off my face.
because.......
because of you i'm never hole
you took my heart,
you took my soul
I trusted you
I loved you too
but now my heart is broken
and I am forever more
unable to truly love
because.....because of you
all this is true
but I still love you
and that will always be
True

PAIN
On days of sadness
come all the fights
but all I want to do
is hold him tight
through days of sunshine
and days of tears
to never let loose
but to hold close and dear
I miss him so
more then he knows
but for an actor
it sure does show
then I think to my self
he will find ssomeone new
and leave me sitting here
saying
"why all the tears
just take the knife
and end it here

EMO
Why must I play these games.
Does he love me
or is it all just fake
At times of night
comes train of thought
during then, I think of love
So then I yurn the knife
to bleed it all away
a little cut, a little slit
just to ease the pain
while waiting for my mind to speak
the words it needs to say
but by and by
untill that time
the knife is all thats here
so till that time
when mind shall speak
I'll ware that knife away
coverd in blood
untill the end
of lifes
Misery