Dear sweet friends,
I enjoy your personal blogs so much. I love how you are able to open up and show your heart's troubles and brightlights.
I was never good at it. Untill I met so many special souls right here on this beautiful site, whom challenged me to open up and show the real me more.
I dared more and more to post my poems, not in the least place because of the overwhelming loving support!!!
Now I feel I am ready to share my joy with you too, in a regular personal letter, not hiding behind rhythm and rhyme.
Well, more like sharing the story of meeting the love of my life.
You know, the One we stoped daring to hope they'd come along...
It is true that there was a lot of talk on twin flames and this site becoming a 'dating service'.
Yet for me, this is what happend;
After a, quite random, cup of tea getting to know a lightworker, my life got flipped upside down.
Perhaps you know me a little, and you know how rational and very grounded (down to earth!) I am. If you do, than you might be able to imagine how I wasn't going to let anything leave me flabbergasted...
Divine intervention, left me speachless and certainly -for once- without any say in the matter.
The beginning was so intense, that I kept pushing him away, not believing this was what it is.
Eventually I caved and stared reading up on the whole Twin Flame deal, still reluctant mind you!
My deepest gratitude goes out to 'Twinflame Journey'! This wonderfull Lightworker wrote an amazing book on the issues resurfacing between twins when they meet.
Especially because my other half was so lost, he was looking for so much óutside himself.
I, on the other hand, had just done 2,5 years of ego dissolvement.
But everything is reflection between the twins, so a massive Love versus Ego reflection appeared between us.
So, having said all that, the beginning was less than easy; but so worth while!!!
I can now state (and accept:) full heartedly that I have met my twin, that certainly not all written about them is true, but there is a lot of freakingly accurate stuff appearing too.
Especially knowing each other so well instantly, made me flip out like crazy in the beginning. Constant sync's and Fibonacci numbers. But more shocking is the actual change of the body and vibration! Also the amazingly strong psych connection... I was always sensitive but never psychic. We live 3 hours apart and I can tell what is going on with him, as I actually feel his feelings!! Also phisically! Truly craaazy I tell you! (there is more, but you get the picture..)
"So! Any big news Maaike?!"
After never maintaining a relationship for longer than 3 weeks(!), being overly independant and always restless to travel the world and live my life to the max.... we are actually moving in together!!!
This doesn't mean by-the-by that we won't travel and be radiant all around the globe, coz we WILL!
There is a lot of work to be done, and we are more than aware and feel very responsible.
So. I shared this story with you, coz the old Maaike never would have... affreight to jinx it or affreight to open up feeling wise. Not anymore I tell you! haha..
Also, because I know how it is to lose hope. I was there. But you know what? I let that go. I was happy and pleased to be on my own, perhaps never meeting the -right- One, and that was OK. I surrendered to life and to loving life in all it's forms and ways. I was smiling to every single person looking my way, and embracing them in my mind.
Than faith, God, the universe, divine intervention, however-you-want-to-call-it, jumped in and startled my life with the love of my life! *Holy Mother of all Creation!!!*
It shocked me to the core as I finally started to accept my life in it's perfect form, and the fact that indeed I WOULD NOT WAIT FOR SOMEONE TO COME ALONG! Instead I lived-up the Now, and that was pretty awesome in itself!
So read this as you like. Make of it what you want.
My personal hope, above all else, is that this perhaps might help you see that love is indeed what life consists of. It can be found inside of you, ánd all around you. It is what yóu decide it to be. And BE it shall! :D
I wish you Blissfull holidays, Beloved hearts and Blessed lifes!
I love you, that is for sure!
With love & warm hugx, m