its been a while, though it doesnt feel like it. i am attempting to find solid ground after infinite ups and downs....
it seems futile to name the nature of my many dilemmas and struggles of the soul. what i feel strongly is that these times won´t last and that i am close to somekind of resolution. i feel stronger physically though i am riddled with symptoms of lack of sleep and trauma.
what i wish for is this nightmare i am in to end so that i may wake up and make the most of my life.
whatever i have to endure for this to be a reality i will take it.
these conditions are inhuman.