Since I seem to be wide awake at this ungodly hour anyway, I thought I may as well make another blog entry. This is something that that has been bugging me for a while now. I guess I was kind of afraid to voice it, because as an awakened person, I really do feel that big and amazing things are happening on Earth now. I can feel the shifts, sometimes very well. It's commonly believed that this is all leading up to a well known date very late in 2012. I believe that myself as well. there are times however when I can't help but consider the viewpoint shared by all those who really and truly believe that same date will be the end of the world. They believe in disasters greater than we can imagine. Everything from a devastating pole shift, to impact by a giant meteor. The theory, of most doomsday believers is that there could logically be survivors, who could start over and rebuild, but likely no more than one sixth of the current population in the end. This sounds positively horrible and it goes against what I feel in my heart to be true. I trust in what I have been told and shown, by the higher powers, and my higher self. I have been told that it's going to be perfectly alright. However I do worry at times. This is likely to sound completely wrong on a positive lightworker sight but... what if the doomsday believers are right. What if the earth is nothing more than destroyed? I feel terrible even writing that, I really do, yet I feel it needs to be addressed.I can very clearly feel that the collective consciousness of humanity, and the planet itself really wants to ascend and are trying to do so believing we can. But what if thee is a tiny chance we can't do it. What if there is just not enough energy by then to be able to shift the planet over to the next dimension. Already it is becoming very clear to me that this is something that is going to take massive amounts of energy, from a majority of the human race.

I have come to understand in my own way of understanding, that while the ascension is completely real, the coming global disasters are very real to. I think it's all perfectly timed. 3D Earth will be destroyed, likely taking with it the people who have chosen to be left behind. It occurred to me therefore, that if we just don't quite make it, we will be left here too. This seems horrible of a thought but is it completely safe, and wise to trust in my guides, the powers that be, and my higher self, when it says I won't need to survive doomsday? In the minds of my fellow lightworkers, is it wrong to be all good and ready for the ascension and all that, but also have some essential survival gear stashed away in the back of my closet, just in case. I'm certainly not someone who is going to build a bunker and run and hide in 2012. That is beyond extreme. It's just a matter of getting things together out of slight concern. It's not a matter of being scared, but it is a matter of being prepared. I feel so distrusting right now. it's a terrible thing to feel. I'm so unsure. Am I the only one who feels like I should be at least a little prepared for the doom and gloom side of things?

I really hope I am not bringing anyone down here. I just feel like I need to put all this into words.