I have yet to see some others. What does this mean? None are more frequent than the other, but some are just starting. I know this is a symbol, and not just coincidence, but what could a number repeating with a one inbetween mean?

I know there's a significance of the : with the Mayan Calendar.

My energies have been crazy, I hardly feel *in* my body. I think it's time for some meditation. Kundalini energies have gone crazy. Going through lots of changes since re-uniting with my twin. Sure it is a wonderful experience, but these changes are intense. From your very emotional levels, your personality, your challenges in life, it all is so overwhelming! You see yourself for what you truly are, and tell me, how many are happy with this? But he encourages me, and reminds me.. of what I already know is true. But I am the one on the higher spiritual level. It comforts me to see that he understands, but still, there is this challenge of relating the higher realms and finding my own way through these times. When he is just learning. It's so much fun, though. Absolutely worth it.
We both are having dreams of the other abandoning us, or cheating, or returning to exes. The twins are terrified of losing each other again.

I'm having a hard time finding my center, there's been so much confusion.

So much fighting in my house, negativity and sickness sapping away the higher forces. But THEY ARE higher forces. Even with a slight diminishing, they are still more powerful than lower energies. My tarot readings are coming on powerful and true. Realistic, which I couldn't love more. I want reality to bite me in the face, I want to take this on.

I will win.
Somehow.
And spread on good and knowledge to others.
In order to heal others, one must learn how to heal oneself. I was always so concerned about others, hardly did I ever turn that side to myself. The Sage of Cups is very representative of me. Though so is the Hermit. Eleven.

Love and Light to you all
The world needs you : ]

I am feeling incredibly eccentric at the moment, wondering if I can keep a job.. O_O It's important to stay grounded during such heavy energy transformation.. Is that a good description? My twin and I are changing each day, since coming back together. I actually FEEL like a star child, or star seed... So misplaced, and not understanding of this world.

TOOL - JIMMY

I wish that I could see you,
Turn and run to play.
Dreams are fading,
Carry my ancient soul.

Carry me into the light.
Aim your body heavenly,
Enduring a memory.
I’ll come to your light,
Hold your light.
Hold your light where I can see it,

Hold it,
High.

Hold your light,
Eleven, Lead me through each gentle step,
By step,
By inch by loaded memory,
I'll move,
To heal,
As soon as pain allows so we can,
Reunite,
And both move on together.

Hold,
Your light,
Eleven lead me through each gentle step,
By step,
By inch by loaded memory 'till,
One,
And one are one,
Eleven.
So glow,
Child,
Glow.